December 23, 2015

Depression HURTS like a motherf**ker!

Tomorrow marks the SPOT!

3-24-15 to 12-24-15 9 months NO car, NO job, NO money.

My CHRISTMAS is ruined because of corruption and politics in Conway County, Arkansas. This has got to be the WORST Christmas EVER in my entire life! I absolutely, positively and truthfully loathe the ones that are involved in this COVER-UP. I hate them with all my heart and soul. I grant you that much. I hope they rot in hell for eternity. I have NO use for these people at all! Low life scumbags! 

No one has thought about my mom!

Some people need to STFU right NOW! Cry and wine elsewhere, I will NOT listen to it. I had a few to suggest a fundraiser on social media. I was like are you kidding me? I was the one left in the ditch to die with this wreck. The boys and the crooked cops mattered NOT Tina. It would be a fundraiser for them NOT me. There are certain ones that can go F**K OFF and they know who they are too. My mom was never thought of at all. They need to STFU and sit their ass down think long and hard about this. This is a situation that they are favoring for the corrupted. Me and my mom NO ONE gives a sh*t about us that is the whole hearted truth cold hearted truth to be honest. That's a fact Jack. I have told my mom that looking straight into her eyes they don't care about your stress darling hell NO they don't. Conway County is dirty corruption at its finest. I am the exposer NO ONE will favor for me because of that. When it comes to family they will side in with the 'good Ole boy system' that's the mentality here. It is what it is. You know what the kicker here is? I could wake up and find my mother dead over the stress she deals with everyday with this wreck and finances. My mom could wake up and find me dead over the stress or the medical care that I did NOT get when I had my wreck to begin with. I was tossed to the side remember? Does anyone care around here or anywhere? I can answer that fast hell to the NO they don't! It was all about 'the boys' they couldn't have misconduct on their records that's why the alcohol and other things disappeared it was saving them NOT me. The cover up started and mom & I have paid tremendous price for it. I am being REAL and HONEST not sugarcoating one damn thing. Keeping it one hundred! They don't care about her nor do they care about me. End of story! Only thing they are concerned about is lying and keep this cover up a hush hush. God doesn't like UGLY remember that! 

I did NOT get the right medical treatment to begin with.

Now I am falling apart because of MALPRACTICE. My numbness is getting worse and my headaches are getting worse. I have chest pains as well. I was trying to tell that 'quack doctor' that something was going on with me. No one listened at all no one was concerned, they could have cared less about my pain. I should KNOW what is going on it's my body lord help me. I have $18,000 in medical (unpaid) and I have NO insurance so therefore I suffer. When I hurt, I just hurt because I can't do anything about it. I have NO where to go nowhere to turn to because everything is paid off in the state of Arkansas over this cover up. That law firm can go straight to hell too. Scumbags. I hope and pray they get disbarred. They DO NOT need to be in practice. That is PURE honesty. Over the years, how many have they screwed over? I bet God is pissed off about that too. I wish I could take their slogan from their commercials and shove it up their ass being such liars as they are. The horror stories I've heard from other people makes me wonder about them. 

Conway County, Arkansas.........

I have reached out to Dr. Phil, Al Sharpton, Nancy Grace, FBI Headquarters' in Washington DC and the CIA and several more. I reach out on the daily and they know I do trust me. I have got some replies back as well. I have a feeling that they are looking into this and they KNOW this is corruption galore. This will turn out to be HIGH amounts of corruption to be honest if they dig deep down into it here in Conway County, Arkansas. I hope that every skeleton falls out. This goes straight to the sheriff's department to the courthouse the list goes on. Conway County is ONE big cover up and one BIG joke. Someone had to say it and that is why God made me and chose me for this battle. He didn't keep me alive for NO reason. God knows what he is doing and I think its time for a clean up and he started it off with my wreck. God knows all the times the cops have left alcohol off the police reports so on in Conway County, Arkansas. He knows what is up! He knows who got hurt too over the years. This is a casual thing in Conway County Arkansas when someone wants something off a police report one phone call, bam it's gone just like that. Dishonesty at its finest. I hope all the murders that have been covered up here gets expose too. As I recall, the families were told the same story too as I was told. Not one judge will favor for you or your evidence in the state of Arkansas. Boom! Yes, I just typed that because it's the damn truth! 

Depression cuts worse than anger and rage!

I should be living in New England right now. My wreck settlement should have paid out last summer 2 months tops after presenting the pictures May 28th, that was hardcore evidence to bring the whole house down the wreck was a cover up end of story. I should be living New England right now away from Arkansas just come back to visit and go back home to New England where I belong. However I am faced with corruption and scumbag lawyers keeping me away from the courtroom so the pictures can't be presented to reveal the douchebags that covered my wreck up these scumbuckets went to the extreme with this NOT having the pictures in the courtroom. I hate these people so bad how they wrecked my life and my mom's life. This all started from Lies to save the punk ass boys! They ALL need to be throat punched. The main reason for my move is destroyed now all I have is memories that reside in my mind. That makes me want to double throat punch whoever is behind this cover up to destroy my life like they have. People here in Arkansas seen how happy I was and they simply destroyed that makes me sick to my stomach. However I will still move, when plan A gets destroyed there is always plan B and hope for the best from there. While I am living in Arkansas and my life is in shambles. I have lost everything depression really kicks in and the thoughts are nothing nice. If you read my book, I tried to commit suicide because I DID NOT want to move back to Conway County, Arkansas in 2010 when my life fell apart (my life always falls apart in Arkansas never-ending cycle.) Sometimes I wish could go back to that day and put all the bullets in that gun instead of playing Russian Roulette. If I would have placed all the bullets in, I would NOT be here right now going through this cluster fuck and struggling like I'm struggling. I would feel bad for my mom though. In 2010 she lost a grandson (my nephew) over suicide in August she could have lost me (her daughter) in April of that year over suicide. Depression cuts me deep here in Arkansas I am very unhappy. When I found my release in New England it felt great and (I miss it) I've never felt like that before in my life. I am mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted here in Arkansas. I am tired and wore down all I ever wanted was to leave Arkansas. Depression is what I am struggling with the most. I am miserable and I don't want to live. Why? All the years of being defeated by the scumbags and now I have proof I was telling the truth NOT lying all these years, they have destroyed my life over it because karma came back around to my rescue but I still got punished by the scumbags anyways. To be honest, I am sick of living. This is the hardcore facts of reality. I'm not sugarcoating it one bit. I loathe Arkansas. Someone told me when it's time for you to know the truth it will change you forever and you will have to cut ties with people. There's a spot in Connecticut I want to live. I will be living by myself and that is okay it is what it is. I think Conway County Arkansas owes me that property after all the hell I've been through. I should be able to enjoy the remaining days of my life looking at the ocean, smelling the saltwater in a peaceful state of mind of solitude while I drink my fucking coffee. I know my life will be cut short with the hard life I had to live in Arkansas. I know that. I truly deeply believe Conway County owes me that tranquility in Connecticut. Pure scumbags that tore my life to shreds for greed and HIGH ego's they can't be brought down attitudes. They owe my mom and my kids too. I will raise hell over that as well, I have ever right. THEY HAVE SUFFERED TREMENDOUSLY! I will pray to God that every skeleton falls out in Conway County, Arkansas and they get exposed for all the dirty deeds they have done over the years and so many lives have been destroyed over cover ups by scumbags. May they all rot in hell forever and get what they deserve. I will never ever feel sorry for these f**kers. My mom will NOT feel sorry for them either. What goes around comes back around may karma strike down with furious vengeance on these sorry assholes. They deserve it too! Maybe after this blog maybe just maybe Dr Phil and several FBI agents will be knocking on the door because me and my mother are soooooooooo ready to talk to them. WE ARE READY TO TALK BIG-TIME! Bring the lie detector test please and thank you because mom and I don't have any worries at all. Clean conscience resides in this household. Nothing to hide. 

December 16, 2015

Psychological Trauma

Psychological Trauma- I am living with this everyday of my life right now. This is serious and it is a blessing that I know right from wrong. If I didn't I would be as now 12-16-2015 in jail 3 hots and cot waiting on death row. However I know what is right and what is wrong. When my anger and rage rise I stay off to myself until it goes away.

I think lawyers should avoid under handing especially in 2015. If they are going to take up for the other side the bad guys. Drop the case right then and there don't go any further with it. It could turn out dangerous. When you show all this evidence 'my pictures' there was a lot of lying going on, the police report was false. The pictures is concrete evidence do what is right fix it. NOT- yes, mam we will add this to the police report. You have the leverage NOW and something will be done about it Ms. Graves you got this. That was June 3rd 2015 then a long stretch of no communication but emails no reply back to me until October. Few phone calls in between. Let me state ONLY time they called when they needed me to send a medical bill which I sent them 6 times already or more. There was NEVER an update. I got irate with some emails. Yes, I did. Shit or get off the pot I had every right to say what I needed to say. I had hardcore evidence and this could have been over with last summer, end of story. End of October almost 5 months waiting and doing without still struggling. Then get told that I don't have leverage and NOT one judge in the state of Arkansas will favor for me or summit the pictures and the case was dropped. They were jumping ship right at that moment. I got straight to the point with my emails, it became ridiculous. They seen they couldn't stall out the case any longer so  the pay off's started at that moment. The pictures couldn't go into the courtroom and I couldn't get justice they were stopping that on purpose. They were making damn sure who covered this wreck up was protected at all cost. When you start seeing the real picture for what it is. They weren't taking up for you they were protecting the state police and the boys. They were stalling this out and starving you out on purpose so you would take any amount of money. They were waiting it out till I broke down. This is what I am talking about being dangerous. There are people out there will take matters in their own hands and walk up to them and that will be the last thing they will see in this lifetime. When lawyers screw over their clients that is treading on dangerous grounds. I am NOT about death. I am about disbarment. Let's make sure this doesn't happen again in the future. This is a total nightmare. They don't need to be in business. I don't want another person go through what I have been through.

Psychological Trauma- I have very hard days in my life. I relive the wreck and I have night sweats. I did not get the right medical treatment. I go numb still and I have a hard time picking things up. When I do, I hurt but I don't say a word. I live with the pain and my headaches are getting worse. I live with a lot of pain however I don't say a word about it. It is a shame that I got shut down in Arkansas over political and police corruption. It changes you it really does. I hate people now and I don't go around people or large crowds like I did. I have panic attacks and anxiety attacks sometimes they are severe. This is a serious matter that was not taken seriously at all and it makes me sick to my stomach. I have NO support team but my mom. This is a bad situation I am in. This could have been prevented if the police done their jobs right in the first place. I hate a lot of people in Arkansas, I really do.

My YouTube

I believe someone was trying to hack into it. Yesterday was 6 weeks that I have uploaded my 1st video. I did my YouTube so high profile people can see it and view it. I am amazed by the hits and I am amazed by the subscribers. I was NOT expecting that at all. My videos, I wanted people to see me. I am real and this is a real story and I need real help for me and my mother. This is a serious matter and it can't be swept under the rug like it didn't happen. Protecting the boys and crooked cops and throw me in the ditch to die. I don't think so.

My channel link (below)


December 14, 2015

Why such ANGER and RAGE Tina? Why are you acting like this?

Oh, you got to love the mentality around here, I swear you do. Maybe because my wreck was covered up from the first phone call. The alcohol, the reckless driving and the speeding in a school zone was left off the police report because they were saving the boys. It was treated as a MINOR accident. (fender bender) I did NOT get the right medical treatment and I am still in pain as of right now. I hired a lawyer on April 6th and the firm was the attorney for the Arkansas State police and Conway County, Arkansas they represent and back them up. I DID NOT know that till later on. This is called conflict of interest. They took my case when they shouldn't have. My property damage they told me to use that to float my bills until I got my settlement in. I have witnesses to back me up on that. They knew about the cover up before the pictures landed in my lap. Before the pictures showed up, they were in the clear and the settlement was almost done they almost got away with it in another words. The pictures showed up on May 28th, they weren't going to use them at first until I raised hell in an email just about all my emails are rough I don't play around. Then they got their heads together, the firm, Arkansas State Police, Conway County and the FBI. They were going to stall this out until any amount looked good to me in another words they were starving me and my mom out on purpose. They were stalling and waiting until I took anything signed it off and the ones that covered this wreck up would be in the clear and they couldn't get in trouble that includes the firm too. I am NOT signing a damn thing until they put the alcohol, the reckless driving and speeding in the school zone on the police report. I have nearly 40 pictures STFU and do what is right like it should have been done in the first place. The pictures tells a story the true story about the wreck. So in the meantime, I have NO car, NO job, NO money. June to October NO contact with the lawyer and I have my emails to prove that. They dropped me because they think they can't be brought into court in the future I think they are wrong. My civil rights have been smashed into the ground and I can't voice my opinion in Arkansas my rights are gone like I don't have any. I have rights, to agree or disagree with the police report or anything that doesn't add up and the report is false it should and will be fixed. The Firm told me that it's NOT a legal document and can't be brought into court. Lawyers and judges are paid OFF in Arkansas. I have had NO support here except for my mother and my kids. That's it. I am being starved out and this wreck was not my fault at all. Basically I believe, I got hit by a drunk driver and the Arkansas state police covered it up. The attorney that I hired was backing the bad guys and protecting the boys that's why the pictures will be hard to summit it court. I need a high profile lawyer outside of Arkansas that CAN NOT be bought off. I hope I see some disbarment in the future because they thought I was stupid I suppose. I am an intelligent woman, end of story. I have every right to have anger and rage like I do and feel these emotions. I am pissed off about this, being done wrong changes you. Me and my mother have been done wrong so wrong. I have family sticking knives in my back. Oh so nice to my face but a different story when I ain't around. I am in a bad bind in life and my credit is so ruined and my life is so ruined. So I am on a crusade and get justice and make sure the bad guys will get exposed names and faces on TV. I am trying to get on the Dr. Phil show too. I know in my heart and soul that is where it is at and Dr. Phil can help me and my mom. Dr. Phil is my hero. I am hell bent for that show that is part of my calling in life by God. I know what to do, I just need Dr. Phil's help to sit down with me and my mom and we can go from there. This is going to turn out to be a BIG thing down the road for others here in Conway County, Arkansas. God knows what he is doing trust me. I need him to help me with my anger and rage at the moment I have high amounts sometimes it scares me. I got suckered in by commercials. These lawyers lie like dogs. I don't want another person go through what I have been through this is pure hell and torture. I will go up against these people like a boss and not budge. They screwed over the WRONG one. Now do you understand why I am mad now? I have LOST everything in life because of some punk ass kids. They mattered and I didn't. Yes, I have every right to feel anger and rage like I do. I have been screwed over royally. There hasn't been nothing fair about this at all.                

My YouTube

I believe someone was trying to hack into it. Yesterday was 6 weeks that I have uploaded my 1st video. I did my YouTube so high profile people can see it and view it. I am amazed by the hits and I am amazed by the subscribers. I was NOT expecting that at all. My videos, I wanted people to see me. I am real and this is a real story and I need real help for me and my mother. This is a serious matter and it can't be swept under the rug like it didn't happen. Protecting the boys and crooked cops and throw me in the ditch to die. I don't think so.

My channel link (below)

December 13, 2015

SCUMBAGS that ruined 2015 for me and my mother

"NOTE: I have NOT signed anything on my personal. My property damage is another story. The Firm screwed me over on that one. I will NOT sign anything until I get a high profile lawyer outside of Arkansas. All lawyers and judges here are PAID OFF  in the state of Arkansas. Some are scared, houses being burnt and vehicles being destroyed can't forget the family too. Still NO car, NO job, NO money for ME. The wreck happened 3-24-2015. I live with pain everyday because I did NOT get the right treatment from the start. I wanted to NOTE this, the struggle is real in Arkansas right now and this was NOT my fault at all. I will fight this until I die or hell freezes over. All because I wanted the alcohol, reckless driving, speeding in a school zone added to the police report this is what it's all about. That should have been placed the day of the wreck end of story there's NOT an excuse for it. This wreck was covered up from the first phone call by distraught parents that didn't want their sons have anything on their records. ALCOHOL is a BIG DEAL. This is a MAJOR cover up the firm I hired was protecting them not representing me at all but screwing me over big time. I got the goods in my hand and I need the right lawyer and Dr. Phil's help."

I was asked why the speed wasn't placed on the police report. I told them they were making out like this was a fender bender. It was a high rate of speed there's NO way to lie out of it the pictures tell the story. When you can go airborne and flip upside down that is going pretty damn fast. It was heard through the grapevine that the boys had been drinking all day. All were minors too, who bought the beer? To go past a stop sign like that, 1) you are drinking 2) you are on drugs 3) all up above. If I would have got hit on my side. I would have died instantly, I would have been been hanging out the passenger door. Bleeding out that's how fast he was going. This is a serious matter. Everything gets covered up here in Conway County Arkansas has been like that since the 50's. The Firm, there's no telling how many people they have abused over the years. That's sad. I would love to know who bought the beer tho. It was cold too I was told. There's people in the US can't be bought off everyone is paid off in Arkansas. I just need the right people to investigate this. What the Firm was doing, let me note this, they were getting 35%. They were starving me and my mother out until that 6 grand looked good I would forget about the cover up. I think NOT I'm not signing anything until I see the alcohol, reckless driving and speeding in a school zone added to the police report like it should have been done in the first place. Alcohol is serious nothing to joke about. They are used to getting away with stuff here because their mentality is still in the 50's we are untouchable we can't be brought down by anyone. This county is nothing but a cover up with deceit and lies. I hope that Conway County Arkansas skeletons come tumbling out soon. No one cared about me or my mother so we don't care what goes down. I'm pretty sure whoever gets in trouble deserves it. Karma will be like boom bitches. Under handing can't go on forever, there will be a day and time when the shit goes down. What's been done in the dark will be brought to light. There will be a note left behind, sincerely Karma.

Some of these people are 'true' scumbags. I believe this is God's work. He is using me to seek justice in all kinds of places. I believe that whole heartily. 

My YouTube

I believe someone was trying to hack into it. Yesterday was 6 weeks that I have uploaded my 1st video. I did my YouTube so high profile people can see it and view it. I am amazed by the hits and I am amazed by the subscribers. I was NOT expecting that at all. My videos, I wanted people to see me. I am real and this is a real story and I need real help for me and my mother. This is a serious matter and it can't be swept under the rug like it didn't happen. Protecting the boys and crooked cops and throw me in the ditch to die. I don't think so.

My channel link (below)

December 9, 2015

Dear Conway County, Arkansas

Dear Parents,

So you guys think it is CUTE to play God and help out your children when they made a poor choice in life and NOT make them learn from it. So getting the alcohol, the reckless driving and speeding in a school zone off the their records is going to make things right again. Have you ever thought about the victim? Have you have ever thought about that? I can tell you guys right now you haven't. You guys absolutely make me sick to my stomach. I could have DIED and the ALCOHOL would have NEVER surfaced. That makes me want to punch you in the face and say wake the hell up do what is right. This is wrong on so many levels and I have paid a price dearly paid for it and so has my mother. This is a serious matter. I would have NOT helped my children. They would learn from it because I would have thought about the victim end of story. A lot of people are speaking up on this that live in the county. They told me I would be surprised how many accidents have been involved with alcohol and it disappeared over a simple phone call. I was told I couldn't count it on my fingers and toes. They have a system in Conway County, Arkansas. If they want something NOT to be put on the police report it doesn't get placed on there. That makes me want to vomit. Just by a call. Dear parents, karma is going to creep up behind you and she is NOT going to be nice when she does.

Dear Cops and The Firm,

So a distraught call from a parent gives you a right do whatever you want to when it comes to filling out a police report? You can put this on the police report and put that on the police report it's OKAY to falsify it in the process? Who died and made you guys God? So NOT doing the right thing is against the law? So how much money you guys make filling out a false police reports? You guys gotta make some money from that somewhere down the line. Don't blow smoke up my ass either! Crooked cops absolutely makes me sick to my stomach. I thought you guys were to 'serve and protect' not 'lie and cheat' by pay offs. Alcohol all over a wreck scene and you could smell it, it's up to the cops to add it or not. I was born a day but NOT yesterday. There is a SPECIAL kind of stupid runs in Conway County, Arkansas or Arkansas period. Dear crooked cops, karma is going to creep up behind you and she is NOT going to be nice when she does. To the cops, what if this happened to your family and you knew alcohol was involved but it wasn't put on the police report it just disappeared. What if someone died, how would you feel about it then? Here you have tons of pictures prove differently but it doesn't add up to the police report. Think about it..... wear my shoes for a bit and your way of thinking would change real fast. Leaving the alcohol off the police report is a serious matter and it should be brought to everyone's attention. This is NOT a joking matter. Cops can't do their jobs, cops shouldn't be cops.

The firm the dear sweet firm the lying cheating bastards that you are. Your commercials make me sick to my stomach lying to Arkansas people like you do. You guys know how I feel already. May guys rot in hell with Hitler. Dear firm, karma is going to creep up behind you and she is NOT going to be nice when she does.

Dear Dr. Phil and the producers,

Me and mom knows that you guys are looking at my horrible situation and we know that it will take time because this will NOT be a walk in the park. It's NOT going to be easy at all. Me and my mom are praying to sit down with you all and explain our story. This is a total nightmare and this is a mind blowing story. We have a shocking story to tell the world. This would NOT be happening if people told the TRUTH in the first place. If everyone would have done their jobs right in the beginning but they didn't. Me and my mother have been lied too since 3-24-2015 till now 12.9-2015. Lies nothing but lies have been told to us. We just need someone to sit down with both of us give US a chance for once. We will continue to pray about it and you will hopefully do this story for us.
   My YouTube

I believe someone was trying to hack into it. Yesterday was 6 weeks that I have uploaded my 1st video. I did my YouTube so high profile people can see it and view it. I am amazed by the hits and I am amazed by the subscribers. I was NOT expecting that at all. My videos, I wanted people to see me. I am real and this is a real story and I need real help for me and my mother. This is a serious matter and it can't be swept under the rug like it didn't happen. Protecting the boys and crooked cops and throw me in the ditch to die. I don't think so.

My channel link (below)

December 1, 2015

The Struggle is REAL dealing with anger issues...

I am having a BAD week. When everything comes together and you see the wrong-doing by so many. It gets the BEST of you trust me!

I deal with headaches and numbness. I did NOT get proper treatment and now I am paying for it dearly. When this is treated as a tap and go (fender bender) it makes me mad when I think about it. I got hit at a high rate of speed. If I was 30 seconds faster, he would have hit my door. I would have died on impact because of the speed. Sometimes I wish I could go back and be 30 seconds faster because I would be dead right now and NOT worrying about getting this out on a national level and reaching out to people such as Dr. Phil and Al Sharpton the list goes on. My anger issues are off the charts right now. I am a mad motherfucker. I would have been better off to die in the wreck to be honest. May 28th 2015 when I got those texts aka the pictures my life changed. The pictures could NOT surface in the courtroom everyone was running scared at that VERY moment trying to cover it up make it all go away once again. It's been a battle ever since and it is still a battle. My life is completely ruined. There's nothing left of me.

Then I am watching TV and I have to see these assholes on commercials. People of Arkansas need to know about this. They are shysters and they don't need to lie on TV. This is what you call under handing at its finest for the scumbags. They are scammers. I have been scammed once again since publishing my book. If they done this to ME. How many have they done this to? How many will they continue to do this to? That is the millionaire question. This is serious NOT a joke and it needs to be brought to everyone's attention. They might have it looking good on paper but I have all the emails to beg the differ. I told them about my book in the beginning and this was revenge on my part of it. They did NOT listen because they already knew what was up. That is sad needless to say. These shysters don't need to be in business. I got suckered in on these commercials, thought I got the best. This is false advertisement and the Arkansas people should know about this. Ego's and the untouchable attitudes they need to be kicked off their high-horse be brought down a notch or two.

I will be glad when I get to New England so I don't have to look at these people some of the people that I know really makes me sick to my stomach. I rather move and NOT look at them. My life is ruined and I need to live alone for a very long time to get over this traumatic episode. I don't think I am going to get over it to be honest. I need New England and New England needs me.

National Television

Someone from social media reached out and brought some things to my attention. Okay, I need a panel of guests. Someone from the firm, someone from the Arkansas State Police, someone from Conway County, Arkansas there's a few more too that should be on the panel. No one is going to show up but the honest ones. Because the liars will get caught in lies and so forth. Lie detector tests will be administrated. The bad guys will NOT get on national television they can't lie and they will be doomed from the start. They can't lie out of the pictures. The pictures tells the story from the start the true story not the police report. This is scandal at its finest. What would be nice is to see you and your mother on a show because the bad guys will NOT take part in it they will deny the request. That will look good for both of you and your mother. They are liars and when they get on national television whoever is the main person doing the show will call them out so bad they can't lie out of it. This story is made for TV it should unfold on TV for the world to see. Just have you and your mom on the show will be awesome and it will show the world who came and who backed out. Liars are not going to show their faces in front of the world. However you and your mother could have a private interview would be a great start and who knows what will come out of it. They made a great point needless to say.

Living with Anger Issues and Depression is a
BITCH! 12-4-15

1) There's NO way you can do a sobriety test or blood work now. That's plain to see.
I refuse to staple the pictures on the back of the police report. Just let it sit there, I think NOT! I have nearly 40 pictures and that is CONCRETE EVIDENCE put the alcohol on the damn police report like it should have been done in the 1st place end of story. This is sooooooooooo obvious to see. You can't miss it.

2) I don't care about the boys records. Make the wreck right and add the alcohol, add the reckless driving and speeding in the school zone. The 'boys' need to the learn a lesson. They could kill someone next time. The mentality of the parents just sickens me. Teach your kids a lesson damn it. To all the parents that help their kids to have the alcohol removed from the police report may you all burn in hell for eternity.

3) 'The Firm' I loathe them so bad because they knew before hand. Me and my mother's first meeting was mind blowing. He did NOT want to talk about the alcohol at all. He was going by the police report end of story. That was before the pictures showed up. When the pictures showed up he was NOT adding it just have them stapled behind the police report. He did NOT want to talk about the alcohol. The firm knew from day one. I see commercials on TV, that's how I got suckered in. I want the Arkansas people to know about this. They are scammers with BIG ego's and untouchable attitudes we can't be brought down state of mind above the law bullshit we can't be touched. That makes me sick at my stomach. Shysters and liars. They need to be exposed!!!  35% I was going to pay them and they were screwing me over from day one. I wonder how many more they have screwed over and continue to screw over. That is sad to think about.

4) The anger and depression is unbearable right now because what I have witnessed and what I have to live with every day of my life. My life is ruined. My credit is horrible and I can't have anything in my name. I am getting to the point I don't want to live any more because what these scumbags have done to me. I have to relive this every day in my mind and it's getting tiring on my part I am sick of it. I hope that help comes to me and my mother soon we need it. I am barley hanging on by a thread. I will die of a heart attack or stroke or just die in my sleep because of the depression that I have to live with. I will be better off dead than alive to be honest. No more worries for me. Anger and depression is hard to live with and I don't know how much more I can take.

You know what would make great TV, especially on Dr. Phil......

1) All the boys

2) All the parents of the boys

3) Someone from The Firm

3) Someone from the Arkansas State Police

4) Someone from Conway County, Arkansas

5) Someone from the FBI

6) The semi driver that took all the pictures     EVERYONE ON STAGE!!!

1 through 5 should look at me and see how distraught I am especially my ANGER. They need to look at my mom as well she's exhausted.  I have something going on with my right side can't forget that. This was all because of ALCOHOL not being on the police report. The ALCOHOL was dismissed because of favors and whoever was involved in this should be punished to the MAX. This all started from a phone call, please get me out of this mess ASAP. These people should look at me on a national level because of all the damage that they have caused me. They need to see me and feel ever bit of my emotions what I have to live with every day of my life.

6, I have NO problems with because without him I would have NEVER have gotten the pictures. I thank him with my whole heart for his kindness and gratitude.

I will PRAY extremely hard for this to happen. I will talk to God and have him to bring this into my life. This story should be told world wide and there should be a law stated IN as well. When alcohol is present at a wreck scene it can't be dismissed. The police will have to add it to the police report and take sobriety tests to make sure no one was drinking and driving to have final proof. That goes for the passengers as well. I will Pray for me and my mother.

My YouTube

I believe someone was trying to hack into it. Yesterday was 6 weeks that I have uploaded my 1st video. I did my YouTube so high profile people can see it and view it. I am amazed by the hits and I am amazed by the subscribers. I was NOT expecting that at all. My videos, I wanted people to see me. I am real and this is a real story and I need real help for me and my mother. This is a serious matter and it can't be swept under the rug like it didn't happen. Protecting the boys and crooked cops and throw me in the ditch to die. I don't think so.

My channel link (below)

Feedback from cops & lawyers around the world!

"Soon as the cops arrived they need to make sure everyone was okay that's protocol. When the cops seen the alcohol and they could smell it. Everyone should have taken a sobriety test, driver's and passengers to make sure. Sometimes alcohol is placed in the vehicle not touched but alcohol in possession should be on the police report regardless especially to minors."

"It's illegal to NOT report the alcohol. The cops should be fired for not doing their jobs right especially doing it for favors they don't need to be in law enforcement. This was a set up and a cover up it is plain to see in your YouTube videos."

"It's very illegal not to report the alcohol, that is not doing their jobs right. Us good cops are becoming extinct that's sad to say."

"If The Firm took part in this and helped the other side and not you. This should be brought to attention to everyone and they need to be disbarred so they can't do this to another person another victim ever again."

"This is what you call the 'good ole boy system" they live in the past not the present. When you live in the world of cell phones. Everyone should' walk the line' be cautious because you never know who is taking pictures or recording you. Times have changed."

"This is scandal and corruption and this should unfold world wide and let us see the monsters behind the cover up."

"Sounds like The Firm should be disbarred. Under handing is a no-no. I have took down a firm that had about 50 years experience all because of under handing. It felt good, I know that they will not do anyone else wrong ever again."

"Alcohol, the reckless driving and speeding in a school zone should have been on the police report the state police must have gotten their law license out of a cracker jack box."

"If you have nerve damage, you did not get the right treatment to begin with. May you OWN The Firm they don't need to be in business to begin with."

"The day that you presented those pictures was the day that The Firm should have made things right with the police report and fight for you not against you. They don't need to be in business sounds like to me."

"If phone calls and favors were done for the boys so they can have a clean record. Alcohol is a big deal, if they were drinking or not. You are a victim Tina, and your civil rights and everything were smashed like you didn't have any. Your life was ruined to save the boys. I think 'public shaming' should be brought on a national level and let us all KNOW who done it and make sure it doesn't happen again."

November 28, 2015

It ALL came together......

They DID NOT want the pictures in the court room, the bad-guys would surface up. Call-out!

1) The firm helped the bad-guys. That is why the stalling out till the statue of limitations ran out. It's there loud and clear anyone can see that I'm NOT making that shit up. If the pictures landed in court EVERYONE would know who done it, end of story. They were making sure it didn't happen. Going the distance. Paying this one off and that one off.

2) There are a select few in the Arkansas State police being protected.

3) The shut down at the FBI, when me and my mom went for help. The Firm, called the shots with that sad to say. They shut that down very fast like and long waiting time too for me and my mother.

FBI Agent-- There's nothing criminal about the pictures, just empty beer cans.........
Me--Empty beer cans should have been on the police report
Mom-- Sobriety test should have been taken on everybody even my daughter.......
FBI Agent-- speechless....... what could he say.......

4) There are a lot in Conway County, Arkansas being protected too.

5) Tina Ann Graves, fuck her! She wrote a book no more to say about that. The crooked cops and the boys were their main concern NOT Tina Ann Graves hell with her she is on her own!

The Firm,

You know what makes me sick, sitting on my couch and seeing commercials. Yup, makes me puke every time. Shysters and shysters don't need commercials and lie to the Arkansas people to be honest. Real talk and true story. They don't need to be in business needless to say. Talking about underhanding protecting this person and that person. Can I say...... Disbarred!

June 2015- I have leverage-yes, it's against the law NOT to report the alcohol and it will be added Ms. Graves. You will win this. The ball is in your court more less.

October 2015-I don't have leverage and NOT one judge in the state of Arkansas will FAVOR for me or summit the pictures. In another words your are shit out of luck, Ms. Graves! You are DOOMED! You can't win!

June of 2015, this is what should have been done. Ms. Graves, we can not take your case because we stand behind the Arkansas State Police and we represent them, we can't sue them we back them up. We are in the Court Room on the daily in Conway County, Arkansas. We represent the county. That is called, 'conflict of interest' we can't take your case. You need to find someone else Ms. Graves.

Buuuuuut they took the case and simply destroyed my life for the bad guys. This way they could stall the case out feed me bullshit lies as long as they could and don't let them fool ya, they can stall the insurance company out too. If the pictures landed in court it was over with, whoever covered the wreck up would be exposed the ones they are protecting. I understand NOW when they said, "Not one judge will favor for me state of Arkansas." They will get in trouble too because they helped and they can't get exposed as well. Big-time pay offs! When the case was dropped because I got demanding shit or get off the pot emails,  I need my money, I'm drowning here and so is my mom. The insurance company called afterwards they have them in their hip pockets too with a $25,000 pay out I have 18,000 in medical how was I suppose to make my life whole again being off work 8 months I'm still off work with no car to my name. Bankruptcy is in the future if I can't get help outside of Arkansas. This is corruption and scandal and I got piled drive into the ground in the worst way. Favor for a favor...... Stripped my civil rights away so I can't voice my opinion in the state of Arkansas. I hope KARMA strikes upon them take away stuff like they took away from me. God doesn't like UGLY! These people don't need to be in business. People that know me in real life and they seen what they have done to me with their own eyes. They are spreading the word don't use these people because they will fuck you over in the worst way.

To the parents that helped these boys...

May you all go straight to hell with Hitler rot there for eternity. I don't care if it was Joe Blow's beer. Don't call in favors to leave the alcohol off the police report. That is NOT teaching the boy's anything. That is teaching them that very day, March 24th 2015. It is OK to drink and drive and my parents will get me out of it I have no worries attitude. You guys suck, end of story! If someone died the dead would get blamed anyways true story not the kids.

New England

To the ones that did NOT want me in New England to begin with, you guys can straight up kiss my ass! I will get to New England, I might have to live alone because my plans got smashed like my life in Arkansas. I can still go and come back to Arkansas to visit. When I leave I can throw my middle finger in the air as I go down the road. I belong in New England NOT Arkansas. I LOATHE Arkansas.

National Television.......
Everyone better get on their knees and pray because when I get on national television. I will tell it like it is and minus the cuss words. Truth will roll off my tongue. I grant you that!

I need to become a lawyer, I am good at this.

Maybe I can go to Yale and get my law degree. Fingers crossed or become a psychiatrist, who knows.

My YouTube

I believe someone was trying to hack into it. Yesterday was 6 weeks that I have uploaded my 1st video. I did my YouTube so high profile people can see it and view it. I am amazed by the hits and I am amazed by the subscribers. I was NOT expecting that at all. My videos, I wanted people to see me. I am real and this is a real story and I need real help for me and my mother. This is a serious matter and it can't be swept under the rug like it didn't happen. Protecting the boys and crooked cops and throw me in the ditch to die. I don't think so.

My channel link (below)

Karma, what goes around comes back around!

November 21, 2015

It's All Coming together.....

I have been thinking...

I was told that I would have had to use my settlement all of it to take it to trial, I felt something was not right with that picture (gut feeling.) I researched it did my OWN investigation, no, I would have not need to use my settlement because my pictures were concrete evidence I would win hands down too many told me that to begin with. The firm I hired was trying to discourage me that's all NOT take it to trial. They had NO intentions to take it to trial because they were protecting people. They made it look like it on paper that it could go to trial covering their own tracks. They couldn't take it to trial. They were protecting someone within the Arkansas State Police department because they put in a favor. They were protecting certain ones in Conway County, Arkansas because of favors too. This is all about the 'the boys' they did not want anything on the (boy's) records so I got the worst punishment of all protecting them I done without and it has cost me too. My book played a major part in this, I can't forget about it. It stood on March, 24, 2015 this was about 'the boys' NOT about Tina Graves, that was the day my civil rights were taken away from me. My civil rights were smashed into the ground and I couldn't say anything because my voice did NOT matter.

Now I understand the doctor why she was saying it was all in my head, there's nothing wrong with me and I could go back to work. It's 11-21-15 I still have problems lifting and my numbness on my right side is getting worse by the day. Beside all the lies how was I suppose to get to work? I still don't have a car. I was told I was supposed have gone to a chiropractor and a neurologist they can find pinched nerves from wrecks like I had, I have a pinched nerve. Now I realize they didn't want to send me to chiropractor nor a neurologist.  I went to a quack doctor and a physical therapist instead I didn't need PT. They did NOT want to find anything wrong with me that's why. The firm were protecting people and they were protecting them at all costs. I am very pissed off about this. What if I have nerve damage? I have a picture of keys that were bent and so many have told me that is where my problem lies at. To be exact it's on my IG 30 something weeks ago. Here I was trying to tell the doctor that something was wrong with me and she told me it was all in my head and I can work. What kind of doctor is that? I was dealing with high amounts of PTSD too. No one cared at all. That is sad because it was all about protecting the 'boys' and the crooked cops. They treated this accident like it was a fender bender. My injuries were treated like it was minor. I was hit by a truck that was traveling VERY fast and it was a hard impact. There was nothing minor about it. It was major wreck and I remember my neck popped and it hurt so bad. No one cared and that is sad. Like it didn't exist and all in my head type situation. The firm, The Arkansas State Police and Conway County Arkansas so many were being protected and what was going on with me didn't matter. It was about the bad guys not me I was thrown under the bus for the kill end of story.

There's a special place in hell for these people

I am going to get my story out because I have a jaw dropping story to tell and I will be heard and I will find out who done this I bet your sweet ass on that. I will search until hell freezes over I will find out. I have the goods in my hands I know it. There will be someone out there to help me I have a good gut feeling about it. A hell of a law team too that doesn't care about pay offs in the state of Arkansas. No one I mean no one will have them in their hip pockets. When someone finally talks to me and my mother it will be a jaw dropping story a true story to the fullest. I have a mind blowing story to tell.

My YouTube.......A MUST watch.....

November 16, 2015

This wreck was NOT about me what-so-ever, ok!

This wreck was not about me. This wreck was about saving 'the boys' making sure they didn't have anything on their records. This is all about adding the alcohol, reckless driving, speeding in a school zone to the police report like it should have been done in the first place. I hired a lawyer and they threw me under the bus by protecting 'the boys' and the crooked cops. How ironic is that? When they protect the state police and they are attorney's for the county I had the wreck in. Can I say conflict of interest? Is that possible? When they stated, "no judge in the state of Arkansas will favor for me or summit the pictures on the police report." I seen that as a threat, that tells me they have the judges in their hip pockets and everything is paid for. There's not one damn thing I can do about it. We are untouchable, end of story. My civil rights have been crushed into the ground, I haven't had any rights what-so-ever. Zero NONE! This is a serious matter when it comes to alcohol and there are bad ass civil lawyers out there, trust me I just need to find one. No one can dance around the pictures, the pictures tells a story it tells the truth. Minors in possession should be added. When you put my pictures on a bulletin board you can see where the alcohol came from. I have pictures from the start to the end. It's all there nothing to hide. This is corruption and scandal at its finest protecting the bad guys. Whoever is doing the protecting may karma strike upon them. My pictures paints a different scene,  the police report is false. As I was told and my mom was told the same thing too. The police can put whatever they want too on the police report if they want to add the alcohol they can if they don't want to add the alcohol they don't have too. They don't need police reports if they are going to add what they want to. So that's giving an okay to drink and drive to minors when favors are done to protect them. How sick is that and I was told it's very common in Conway County Arkansas for the cops to do that. If the family or friends don't want it on the police report the cops will dismiss it as a favor. The victim gets the worst punishment of all time. Like it's their fault. Something should be done about this type of redneck shit and as far as the police they don't need to be a cop if they can't do their job right. My numbness that I'm experiencing is getting worse by the day. I still remember the 'yes' doctor of the law firm telling me, I can work, there's nothing wrong with me all of this is in my head. I beg the differ when I have concrete evidence that says different. May I get help, may I seek justice, may all these scumbags go down in a blaze of glory. May there be a new law stated after this is said and done. I am on bended knees right now praying to God that help will come and get me the justice that I deserve. No one I mean no one deserves this kind of punishment. I have been drugged through hell and back 1000 times over in the last 8 months. I need relief I need it now. Remember no one is untouchable any body can be brought down to their knees that's real talk. This is NOT the 1950's that's dead and gone. It's big brother time remember that. Like I was told in this situation consist of phone tapping and emails goes straight to spam so there will not be any contact. This is (southern mentality this is southern corruption) to stop the person that is fighting it in their tracks so help can't come. I have leverage with the pictures and social media to boot and I will get there. Keep my story out there someone will see this and I will get on national television. Wait till I get on national television and tell this strange ass story. I have a story to tell the world a jaw dropping story to be exact.

November 12, 2015

When you can't make your life whole again after a wreck.....

When your rights have been stripped away.... You have no say so what so ever.... Like you don't exist and you were the one that was traumatized and have been beaten into the ground and you feel like you were the one at fault but in sense of reality you are the victim and you never got justice or a peace of got treated like a piece of shit. I feel like a worthless person now over my wreck.

The wreck, I loathe a lot of people now. 'The boys'  the ones that were in the truck that got flipped over. When the parents and family interveen made phone calls for favors to remove the alcohol, the reckless driving, speeding in a school zone because they can't have that on 'the boys' record. I hate those people because they made my life a living hell. When you look at the situation when everybody intervened rescued 'the boys' the Arkansas State Police made it that very day it's okay to drink and drive you can't tell me any different. That absolutely positively truthfully makes me sick to my stomach. The victim (me) got the worst beat down possible and I did NOT cause this wreck. I could have died and the alcohol didn't matter at all. The police can kiss my ass too. Good cops would have made sure every one was okay then started a series of sobriety tests to make sure and put it on the police report like a good cop should. End of story....... I have hate in my heart over this... They didn't teach 'the boys' shit, they taught them to be rebels and rednecks. Gotta love the south. Kayli and Kade for an example my children. They done this, I would tell either one of them. Good luck with your destruction and ignorance. You have now danced so you got to pay that fiddler. I would tech them a hard lesson. If someone died, I would make damn sure they would go to the funeral and see what grief that they have caused to the family and friends I want them to see that. Alcohol is a serious matter and it can't be swept under the rug and make it disappear. To the ones that done all this to me made it disappear, FUCK YOU! Karma remember it don't forget it.

When you hire a law firm to represent you because you were done wrong and they were lying too you because they were protecting the bad guys right from the start. Fuck'em when you thought you hired the best and they threw you under the bus. I have no use for that kind neither does God. They knew what I was getting from the start and stalled it out on purpose to simply to destroy me everyone around me sees it now. I give myself credit for getting my point across with an email or two. I had enough, shit or get off the pot damn. I need my money I am drowning in life here. They stalled it on purpose technically they were scared of a high profile Civil lawyer and I pray to God one comes my way I am on my knees begging now. Never underestimate a woman that is scorn been done wrong. My numbness is getting worse by the day and all I hear in my head from their worthless doctor, "You can work (me inside my head) I don't have a car bitch, there's nothing wrong with you, it's all in your head." all I was trying to say where I'm hurting and my PTSD was spiraling out of control. There's a reason I don't trust doctors because 9 times out of 10 they simply don't care however they love the money but they don't love their patients or have compassion. What I should have done took her hand and went to Honda World across the street. Buy me a car and I will go to work. How am I suppose to function without a car. I hope Karma comes their way and teaches them a lesson.

The east coast, the stalling was to blame there too. They were scared for a lawyer and some selfish bastards here didn't want me out on the east coast to start with, I loathe them too. Well, plan A is simply destroyed and these idiots here done that on purpose they made sure that plan fell through and it was achieved Plan A went down the drain. I hope they are happy now to destroy something beautiful and I will never find it again. I was happy out there and few couldn't stand it. Why people want me miserable I simply don't understand. So they simply killed that idea. It breaks my heart to pieces. There's always plan B for me. I want out of Arkansas because Arkansas has broke me down to nothing. I have no use for Arkansas at all, I hate this state. My mom, my kids I will visit and return home because I belong on the east coast not here. My time is up and I need a new home and new start in life.

My book 'my book of truth'  about corruption and my wreck sealed the deal regardless of what I am going through at the moment. I don't regret it. I will pull my book from outskirts press and revise and republish. I need to add my wreck and few other things I left out. I will add them trust me. Now I have a story to tell and a good movie deal to boot when the time is right. Even though outskirts press scammed me I pray to God I get a traditional publisher and make things right there and get royalties like I should. I haven't got paid in a year and half so I know I was scammed,  embezzlement at its finest. I hope karma gets outskirts press one day. Fingers crossed for that.

Some days....... Like most days...... I wished I would have died of the wreck. I would have been with my granny and my family and not on earth hurting like I am now. Death is a reward and I am not afraid to die because death is relief from my pain and suffering. Knowing me I will live to be 110 years old. That absolutely positively truthfully sucks!

Right now I am on bended knees and I pray to God that I get justice,  Dr Phil, AL Sharpton and I will put Nancy Grace in there too. I get help on a national level. I pray I get a court date and I get justice. I hope I can stand before all the guilty in the court room one day say what's on my mind. Look at each and every one of them with tears in my eyes and tell them what I really think. I need to be heard and they need to feel what I feel believe me when I start talking they will feel my pain. Trust me, I hurt over this.

I went from a new car, a job, money flow to no car, no job, no money flow.

Now I will have to get a used car and it will take several years to get my life back on track if I don't get on national television and tell my story. I am praying to God everyday that I get that chance to tell my story and NOT get shut down I get shut down everywhere. My rights have been taken away from me for NO reason at all. I pray that I get a bad ass civil lawyer too.

November 9, 2015

My Civil Rights were violated

My pay out would have been $25,000 and I would have had $7,000 left to make my life whole again after I paid $18,000 in medical bills. I need a car and everything else. NO car, NO job, NO money for 8 months I am behind very behind. Hell no, I am NOT signing shit. I will have to file bankruptcy if I went that route. I am going for a Civil lawyer because my rights have been violated. In June 2015, yes, Tina you have the leverage now with the pictures. I was told it was illegal to leave the alcohol off the police report and it will be added on the police report. October 2015. Not one judge in the state of Arkansas will favor for you. The alcohol can't be added, nor the reckless driving and speeding in a school zone. What a flip flop within a few months. One lie after another. It was a BIG pay off from the peons to the top dogs I see it now and everyone sees it too. They KNEW what my pay out was going to be in June they stalled it on purpose and everyone around me is blown away by this. If I didn't get straight to the point with my last 2 emails. I would still be waiting for my check that they were stalling on purpose because they already knew what I was going to get. These people jumped ship got the hell out of dodge very quick. I think it's too late now to hide. People that know me are freaking out over this. They can't believe my life was ruined on purpose. I hired a conflict of interest and that is very illegal needless to say they knew all along. Everyone was working hand in hand even the doctor. The plan was set in motion the day of my wreck. It comes back down to my book that I wrote the 'book of truth' about corruption in Conway County Arkansas. I will find out who done this to me and I will call them out on a world wide level. For an example if a senator told the Arkansas State Police to leave off the alcohol. the reckless driving, speeding in a school zone. I will find out the ones that covered this wreck up and made my life miserable too. I don't care who it was. I will make sure that their faces and names are brought out on a world wide national level where people can see who done this and make sure it doesn't never ever happen again to someone else. I want a new law done where it can't happen again in the state of Arkansas or any other state to be exact. I have went through hell and I have been stripped from everything. There's nothing left of me everything has been taken away from me. Civil Rights committee will be brought into this. This is a serious matter that shouldn't be swept under the rug. I will go to lengths for JUSTICE! Now you can't dismiss alcohol and make it disappear that's very illegal. There are people against drunk driving and they will step in too. There is a bad ass civil law team out in California, I have my fingers crossed there. I got shut down in the state of Arkansas. I will see if I get shut down on the west coast. This is a very serious matter and alcohol shouldn't be dismissed. It was everywhere at the wreck scene and the smell was heavy too. I was told it could knock you down the smell was strong. This is serious my life is serious and I will go into the extreme depths of hell to fight this because my civil rights have been violated. I will get world wide attention on this because this shouldn't happen to another person they don't need to go through what I have been through. I have been beaten into the ground like a dead horse. I have been stripped of everything, I have nothing left. My book plays a big part in this can't leave it out either for revenge anyone can see that.

Anonymous Tip 11-3-2015

I was told to sit on this for a week. While doing so, I am about to have a nervous breakdown and I have lost a lot of weight and I cry all the time. This is scary! Someone wanted me put this on my blog by numbers and space them. So I am doing just that. The tip told me that I will have a good contact soon because you need someone that is powerful to bring the scumbags down. There are people out there in the civil rights committee that will help me. No one will favor for you in the state of Arkansas because everything is sowed up by pay offs. Your rights have been so violated and you have been buried alive and ruined on purpose. It's close to home and mainly because of the book you wrote. This was meant to destroy because of the book you wrote. The right civil rights lawyer will come, trust me.

1) 3-24-2015 the day of the wreck the set up started after the first phone call.

2) It is split in 2 ways close to home and I was told to think about it and I will see it. Just will be the first ones to throw the knife in the back.

3) Top dogs in Conway County Arkansas. I was told to think and it will all come together. Just think about it Tina.

4) The ones you hired were burying you alive from day one. Think about it...... It's all there.

5) They were all hand and hand on this and your medical should NOT be trusted as you stated. Just to be on the safe side.

6) They knew how much you were going to get from the start. They stalled this out simply to destroy you. You should have been paid in June no later than July. No investigation was done. Plus they were scared of a high profile civil lawyer too. They were stalling as long as they could. Your emails made them jump ship. Kudos with that you would still be waiting. This was planned out from the start.

7) The cops were told NOT to put the alcohol and the other stuff on the police report, there was a sobriety test done one the driver. He did NOT passed it so it was covered up. The evidence is probably gone buuuuuut who knows lol integration a good integration will tell the tale.

8) The police report was meant to look minor and that was why the delay of you getting the police report waiting on surprises and they saw the coast was clear they sent out the report. They had no worries until you got pictures to prove them wrong. That's why no judge will favor for you. Pay Off!!!

9) Facebook the kids posted pictures then they were deleted because they were told to do so. There is a way to retrieve them with the right civil lawyer they can do it. The kids posted the beer and the kids seen what happened don't let them fool you. The right lawyer can get access to all the Facebook accounts at school. Don't let anyone tell you different. It can be done.

10) It was a favor for a favor for the boys to keep the alcohol off the police report. Look within the parents and family of the boys it's there it's all there. Remember when you and your mother went to the FBI building and got shut down. Just think Tina it's there right in front of your eyes. The FBI shut you down for a reason.

11) The final the nail in your back and to ruin your life is THE BOOK for revenge. Like you stated a very sloppy cover up.

12) Your civil rights have been violated because you have had NO rights what so ever on purpose. The numbering and spacing will help the right lawyer out in the future. I need to hang tough because I will get a team of lawyers. The scumbags will get what is coming to them and what they get is what they deserve. You can't get help in Arkansas but there are teams out there on the east coast and west coast that will help you. Keep my story out there and help will come. This is a major pay off boils back down to your book. There's more people on your side than you think and they rooting for you to get on national television to tell your story because Tina you have a story to tell world wide and the civil rights committee can bring you justice and ease your mother's mind because both of you have gone through hell. Karma is gonna be bad plus God doesn't like UGLY one bit. What you need is Dr Phil,  AL Sharpton and MADD let's see if Arkansas can shut them down. Needless to say I don't think so.

October 31, 2015

I just got rolled and I have to file bankruptcy

7 months, NO car, NO job, NO $$$

Going down the road minding my business and the wreck was NOT my fault and I get the shit end of the stick. I knew it was going to play out that way. When the assholes changed their tune from June to October. That meeting was lies upon lies. I was lied to from day one. I got to file bankruptcy now. Go from a new car to a used car when I get one. That right there is awful pure punishment. I loathe Arkansas so bad.

My Mother

My mother witness the lies and the deceit. She saw everything unfold right before her eyes. She is devastated totally devastated. She seen what I went through and the beat downs that occurred. She seen me get thrown under the bus like the wreck was my fault. She is totally heartbroken for me. She stated that I had a new car and now I have to get a used one. She is in shock and total disbelief.

Conflict of Interest

That just happened to me, this person knew what county I lived in and they shouldn't have handle this. He shouldn't have done that from day one they should have said NO. I've been screwed over since that day. That's why they bailed out. Everyone was in hand and hand on this situation to ruin my life that was the intentional goal. The good ole boy situation at it's finest. That's why the stalling continued until I got my point across they jumped ship. They got out while they could or had a chance. The stalling would still be taking place as I type this they knew what the outcome was gonna be a looooong time ago like in May. I should have got the settlement in June NOT November they knew how much I was going to get and was NOT going to use the evidence NOT investigate. I will NEVER recommend them to anyone. I DO NOT trust this situation because everything was covered up from day one and the assholes help them out too. I was told that it was illegal with the conflict of interest and the alcohol I can pursue a lawsuit a BIG one. They also stated your wreck was covered up from the peons to the top dogs. A high profile lawyer would love to have this case. I told them there's NOT one judge in the state of Arkansas would favor for me.  That meant the judge was paid off that's what was told too me. He told me, when a high profile lawyer gets through with them, they will be thinking differently you will be going to court. Trust what I am saying, Tina.

Sloppy Cover Up

This was covered up from day one. Your pay out should have paid all your debt on your credit report. Half of your mom's. Get your children lined out. Move to the east coast, reestablish you life and you would have had enough money to live on for a year while you are getting your life back together. Instead you will have to file bankruptcy that's sad. The cover up started from the wreck and went straight up to the big-dogs. He told me it was very sloppy. Where they screwed up at was the conflict of interest. NOW you can't trust your medical NOT at all. I bet your medical is covered up to the max. This is a SERIOUS cover up. Everybody can be brought down by the sloppiness.

The RIGHT lawyer will come have faith!

I was told to keep my YouTube going, keep my social media up to date. The right lawyer will come. NOW you have a story to tell on the Dr. Phil show. You will have a mind-blowing story to tell to be exact. The audience their jaws will drop and they will be shocked of what you have went through in this situation. You got an amazing story to tell absolutely an amazing story Tina don't give up. You will get your chance to tell your story just have faith. They might have shut you down in Arkansas to tell your story but they can't do it on a world wide level. While you don't have a job, no car and no money BEST time to file bankruptcy absolutely it is. Later on I can clean my bankruptcy up don't worry get on the survival mode do what you got to do to survive and it will work in your favor later on. My credit will be back in good standing when the time comes. When the RIGHT lawyer comes AND it will happen. This has gone a whole different way, the conflict of interest the lawyer will be going after them first then the state police and the county you live in. The is a damn good case to take down from the peons to the top dogs. This will gain national attention very fast, world wide. The right lawyer will come and they will have an awesome time taking these scumbags down exposing them on a worldwide level. 

This was intentionally done!!!

This was intentionally done to destroy my life and I will seek justice at all costs. I straight up don't give a damn. I should be living on the east coast starting over right now. My case should have been settled in June not November. They knew the EXACT amount I was getting and they strung me along to destroy my life. God, doesn't like UGLY especially in this case. No one is untouchable anybody can be brought down this 2015 not 1950 times has changed.

October 29, 2015

I don't like people BLOWING smoke up my ass... tbh....

Night and Day

June 2015, Tina you have the leverage now. A picture is worth a 1000 words that was told to me. The ball is in my court. I got this. You are gonna win big.

October 2015, I have NO leverage and I am shit out of luck. Nothing I can do. There's NOT one judge that will favor for me in the state of Arkansas.

Then I knew it was a pay off from the bottom to the top of the system. Now that is corruption at it's finest. That was night and day difference within a few months.

Blowing smoke up my ass......

The alcohol should have been added to the police report end of story. This was a BIG time pay off. Oh, I was told the beer cans were empty that was told to me, prove it, if they were empty. It should have been put on the police report if they were empty, right? It's against the law NOT to put the alcohol on there.

The police

The police can put whatever on the police report it's legal to falsify it. If they see alcohol, they can add or NOT add it. Reckless driving they can add or NOT add it. Speeding in a school zone they can add it NOT add it. They can put 55 in a school zone too. Even though it's 25 or 35 speed limit. they are cops and they can do whatever they want too. To me I call it bullshit.
It's all bullshit.....

The break-up

I am so glad that happen because the trust was NOT there. I am relieved!!!! Not on my side at all. The Firm bankrupt me NOT help me. How sad and pathetic was that?  


I am going to have to file it. I have NO other choice but to file it. My life is RUINED and it was RUNIED over a cover-up. 7 months of NO car NO job NO money. I have to eat this because this wreck was NOT in my favor. My mom will have to file too. It's a bad situation to be in. This was NOT in my favor.

National Television

Yes, I will get there. It will take time but I will get there. My social media, I will continue that. I will get my story out there. I am hell bent over this now since my wreck and I was done wrong. I have a gut feeling I will get on national TV. I have a story to tell and it's an unbelievable one too. No one will believe this crap.

The cover-up

One word for that KARMA trust me it will happen. My wreck was covered up from the day it happened to just a few days ago.

The Lawyer

It's going to take a special lawyer to do this. I have a gut feeling it can be done without a doubt in my mind. It is going to take a special lawyer though. I just got to be patient wait for my turn. That lawyer is out there. I just know it.

October 24, 2015

October 13, 2015

Cry for Help

When you are backed into a corner, you will definitely fight your way out. That's what I am doing. They have had 7 months to finish the personal injury lawsuit cut my check so I can start my civil suit for fuck sakes. I see where it's going the 3 year statue limitation way. I think NOT. I have medical bills piling up and very threatening letters to me. I have my regular bills too piling up. I will have to close out my checking account soon. Liens are heading my way.  My insurance company is calling me now. They paid the car off and now they want their money and they want their money now. I told them who to call, good luck to ya mister with that one. What it boils down too, I got hit by a drunk driver and the Arkansas State Police covered it, end of story. Favor for a favor and my book did not help none what so ever. I am the victim here and I am getting punished to the max. Why? The ones that covered up this wreck are being protected. When the statue of limitation runs out the ones that covered up the wreck it will still be there and they will still get in trouble regardless. What they need to do is own up too it and face the consequences' right now like a grown adult. They can not get out of the pictures and the very false police report. Cut a check to make my life whole again and so I can start my civil case it's NOT that hard to do. This will be a high profile case and I will become a household name because people will want to keep up with this cluster fuck for sure. I have been told this first hand. You have the leverage Tina and you can blow a lot of shit out of the water. You can do some damage girl they know it. They are scared of you.


My mother, my ONLY supporter through all of this that is about to go bankrupt because of the wreck which was NOT my fault. I have no car, no job, no money. What has my mom done to deserve this? Not one fucking thing. She is 71 and she doesn't deserve this at all. She's a breast cancer survivor going on 19 years. You know what? It really motherfucking pisses me off to think about it. My mom is suffering from this wreck and my kids too. I am suffering the most because my life is paralyzed I can't do nothing. I don't have the means to do anything. I am moving out of state to give her relief. I have no where to go and I have a real good friend that will help me out. I am going to be along ways from home. My kids are grown and their dad can step up. However if my mom's health fails over this wreck. What I have done on the internet SO FAR ain't nothing compared to what I am about to do they better be scared of me then. I have nowhere to go in Arkansas and where I am going is peaceful. I need that right now in my life. My nerves are shot to fucking hell. I will protect my mom bottom line and I will remove myself to give her relief. I will NOT live with anyone that is negative in the state of Arkansas. I know where this will be going. The answer is no with that place. Something happens to my mom, Arkansas State Police and Conway County, Arkansas better watch out. I will move out of state to make it easier on my mom and give her a break. We hate everyone at this present time anyways because nothing is being done about this wreck. So I'm going to hand it off to the media and press since we can't get shit done in Arkansas.

The Dr. Phil Show
I have been wanting to get on the that show since 2010 when I started my testimony. I knew that was going to be hard to do. He said she said, kinda hard to pull off you know. Now since my wreck has happened. I have a real good shot to get on the show. Dr. Phil and his staff will be in shock when they look at my police report and my pictures. I know in my heart and soul, Dr. Phil can get me the kind of help I need. I have always knew that from the word get go when I started this mission in 2010. Now I have proof of what I was talking about in my book. I have been defeated for many years now and I will have a chance to tell my side of the story for once and I and I have a tale to tell of pure honesty and hardship. I don't have any problems to tell it front of millions of people either. God wants me to do this and I will do it for him.

The Activist

I am against police corruption and police brutality, I want to educate people how bad the corruption can get and it can get bad to a certain standpoint. I have reached out to the media and press over this and I know it will NOT happen over night but I know I will get somewhere with it soon I know I will. The story I have to tell is an all time American Nightmare. I have been in the depths of hell for a long time now. However, I am feisty, non-compliant and strong-willed and strong-minded woman from the south. I have what it takes to get where I need to go. I know I have a bright light or aura around me and that pulls me into different directions where I need to go at the right time and the right place. My journey in life has been a difficult one needless to say. I know these rotten bastards are breaking me down but they will never get the best of me while I fight my way through this via social media. When I place my evidence into the right hands. The media and the press will shred this story. Once I make my way to national television, my truth and my eyes will not lie. I will be full of emotions but the world should see what these assholes have done to me.

Bat-shit CRAZY!

I am NOT bat-shit crazy. Bat-shit crazy people can't maintain in the real world and social media like I do. I am very intelligent woman. I don't take any shit that's all. I fight for what is right! In the south I am known for being a loud mouth bitch because I speak my mind. So be it! I know that it is very ILLEGAL to leave OFF alcohol on the police report and my pictures that's all you seen and it was a war zone too. Police report looks like a fender bender, my pictures I have a war-zone and a half. I am surprised there were NO deaths involved in this a true blessing from God. However leaving the alcohol off the police report is a NO-NO can't do that! People were stepping over alcohol, I was told that was all you could smell was alcohol nothing but alcohol. So I am NOT bat-shit crazy. I know one thing my mom, is so livid at everybody right now. I have to step into the public eye and reach out for help because you can't get any in Arkansas. How low is that, the wreck was NOT your fault. Can't get help in Arkansas, you got to reach out for help on a national level. Scum of the earth pretty much with this case. I agree with her. I am just standing up for myself. Welcome to Arkansas. Ignorance is bliss. Enjoy your stay. Because I have bigger balls than Conway County Arkansas and Arkansas State Police well boo fucking hoo I am labeled bat-shit crazy. I'm tired of this situation for realz. Freedom of speech baby freedom of speech!


My mom's car is her car not mine. Medical appointments was okay. Work was okay for about 2 or 3 weeks. That's all, she needed her car and I couldn't work around her schedule. She told me her car wasn't going back and forth to Little Rock. She paid the car payment and that was not going to happen. That car has got to last until she dies she can't afford another one. I put in my 2 weeks notice because I could not get to work so that is that. I have my 2 weeks notice too filed. For the people that are running their mouths around here. If I don't like my settlement I have rights if I like it or I don't. Arkansas State Police and Conway County, Arkansas will be drug through court twice personal and Civil if I don't like what I hear. I WILL air out the dirty laundry like a boss. I have been beat into the ground and it's only fair to air out the dirty laundry in the public eye. I am going to win BOTH cases hands down. Remember that. You can't put a price tag on my pain and suffering now. People should think before running their mouths. Reread my blogs!!!

Arkansas State Police and Conway County

Let me state some things, I have not had one problem with the Arkansas State Police until 2015. I had a cop to follow me home from Menifee/Conway he was parked under the bridge and he got behind me and followed me home. I was 35 minutes from home then he parked in front of my house and I took a picture and text it to a BAMF Special Agent with the police the department. Then I had my wreck and look what happened. I got hit by a drunk driver and the ASP covered it up. So now the Arkansas State Police is on my shit-list and good luck getting off it.

Conway County Arkansas I have had problems with those fucktards since 2004 no need to say anymore.

October 10, 2015

The Spiritual World

Someone had a long talk with me the other day. He made a good point needless to say. He told me the spiritual world has seen everything that I have been through. They have seen my highs and my lows. They have seen every tear that I have ever shed. They have heard the times that I have cried out and wishing I was dead. They know when I have given up completely just because I have had enough. They have felt every bit of your pain Tina he stated to me. They didn't carry you through your wreck for nothing. You have a job to do. No matter how many times you have wished for death, you will not leave this world until your job is done. I sat and pondered on this and got very emotional. I put my head on his shoulders and started to cry. I told him, it's going on 7 months without a car, a job, and money. I have been stripped away from everything. I started to cry really bad because I'm being punished to the max and the wreck was NOT my fault. I stated I am wore down, I am tired and sick of it all, I have been beaten into the ground like a dead horse. defeated. When I go back in my mind to March 24th 2015. All I was doing was going to work and taking care of business. I was moving to New England in June. My mind was strong and my confidence was high. A true hustler mentality that I had. I have been working since 1990. That's all I knew. I have had up to 3 jobs at one time. I have worked fiercely and strongly all my life. I am a very motivated woman. This wreck has changed me and has brought so much rage within me it scares me. This wreck was no means my fault at all. When you get hit by someone that had alcohol on board and he was drinking because of what he had done. When you run a stop sign doing 60 miles an hour. Thinking he could beat whoever was coming down the road. I will state this. 1) he was drinking 2) he was on drugs 3) he had a mental illness or finally all the above applys. A person in his right mind wouldn't have done that to begin with no ands ifs or buts about it.  Then you have the cops to cover it up like it was a minor accident. Yes, I have every right to be mad. That's where my rage lies at. It's going on 7 months now and I am still living in hell. I see it now, my family sees it too. Why the stalling out is because they are protecting the ones at fault. Some of my family is so pissed off about this. They are going to stall this as long as they can. So these dirty rotten bastards that covered up my wreck doesn't get ousted into the public. Well guess what? I will take my pictures and my extremely false police report and my book and take it on a national level. I will bypass the Arkansas news media because in reality they will stop it from airing. Oh hell no, Tina will not do this. I will take it on the national level. Someone from CNN would love to get a hold of this story. This is a story to tell the whole wide world. Police corruption and police brutality at its finest. The media and press will shred this to pieces and everyone knows it around here. Arkansas media I would get stopped in my tracks no need to go that direction. National media is where it's at. I am so emotionally distraught because I have been done wrong with this wreck. When I get on the national news, this county doesn't have a prayer to stand on. The skeleton's will fall out right and left. When I step in front of a camera to do an interview it's over with but the crying. My PSTD is pretty bad right now. This part should have been done and over so I can start my civil case. They don't want a civil lawyer in here and they are gonna stall it as long as they can. Well, they can't dance around my evidence and they can't get out of it. They need to cough it up right now grow some fucking balls and do what's right. I will be glad to present this to the public. I need relief and I need it now. I will do what I have to do to get relief I promise you that much. I am tired and I am wore down and I need to get this civil lawsuit started. I will find out who covered this wreck up and I will make sure they are pointed out via TV and they lose their job and make sure this shit doesn't happen again to someone else. I have the goods on me and I will get justice hell or high-water. I am done fucking around with these clowns. It time to rock this out on the national level knock it out the ballpark! It's time for me to get on TV and make my life whole again. My family and friends are disgusted that I have to go such lengths to find relief. It pisses them off to see the bad guys being protected. They covered up my wreck they need to own up to it and if they are broadcasted all over the media so be it. They should have done their jobs right in the first place and this wouldn't be taking place. I don't feel sorry at all. Corrupted bastards there's a special place in hell for those who done wrong. End of story.

I am going to let one thing be known. I truly wished I would have died in the wreck. The emotional, physical and mental breakdowns I have to deal with since my wreck unbearable. I would have been better off dead dealing with this shit. I have been defeated by police corruption and police brutality for many many years now.  I would have been freed from my pain and sorrow living on earth. All I know is beat downs. People really don't have a clue how I truly feel. When I get on national television, Conway County Arkansas is totally fucked because the truth is gonna roll off my tongue and I will not hold back either. When you get to that point you straight up don't give a fuck anymore.  I am at that point right now and I will not have any remorse what so ever.