December 16, 2015

Psychological Trauma

Psychological Trauma- I am living with this everyday of my life right now. This is serious and it is a blessing that I know right from wrong. If I didn't I would be as now 12-16-2015 in jail 3 hots and cot waiting on death row. However I know what is right and what is wrong. When my anger and rage rise I stay off to myself until it goes away.

I think lawyers should avoid under handing especially in 2015. If they are going to take up for the other side the bad guys. Drop the case right then and there don't go any further with it. It could turn out dangerous. When you show all this evidence 'my pictures' there was a lot of lying going on, the police report was false. The pictures is concrete evidence do what is right fix it. NOT- yes, mam we will add this to the police report. You have the leverage NOW and something will be done about it Ms. Graves you got this. That was June 3rd 2015 then a long stretch of no communication but emails no reply back to me until October. Few phone calls in between. Let me state ONLY time they called when they needed me to send a medical bill which I sent them 6 times already or more. There was NEVER an update. I got irate with some emails. Yes, I did. Shit or get off the pot I had every right to say what I needed to say. I had hardcore evidence and this could have been over with last summer, end of story. End of October almost 5 months waiting and doing without still struggling. Then get told that I don't have leverage and NOT one judge in the state of Arkansas will favor for me or summit the pictures and the case was dropped. They were jumping ship right at that moment. I got straight to the point with my emails, it became ridiculous. They seen they couldn't stall out the case any longer so  the pay off's started at that moment. The pictures couldn't go into the courtroom and I couldn't get justice they were stopping that on purpose. They were making damn sure who covered this wreck up was protected at all cost. When you start seeing the real picture for what it is. They weren't taking up for you they were protecting the state police and the boys. They were stalling this out and starving you out on purpose so you would take any amount of money. They were waiting it out till I broke down. This is what I am talking about being dangerous. There are people out there will take matters in their own hands and walk up to them and that will be the last thing they will see in this lifetime. When lawyers screw over their clients that is treading on dangerous grounds. I am NOT about death. I am about disbarment. Let's make sure this doesn't happen again in the future. This is a total nightmare. They don't need to be in business. I don't want another person go through what I have been through.

Psychological Trauma- I have very hard days in my life. I relive the wreck and I have night sweats. I did not get the right medical treatment. I go numb still and I have a hard time picking things up. When I do, I hurt but I don't say a word. I live with the pain and my headaches are getting worse. I live with a lot of pain however I don't say a word about it. It is a shame that I got shut down in Arkansas over political and police corruption. It changes you it really does. I hate people now and I don't go around people or large crowds like I did. I have panic attacks and anxiety attacks sometimes they are severe. This is a serious matter that was not taken seriously at all and it makes me sick to my stomach. I have NO support team but my mom. This is a bad situation I am in. This could have been prevented if the police done their jobs right in the first place. I hate a lot of people in Arkansas, I really do.

My YouTube

I believe someone was trying to hack into it. Yesterday was 6 weeks that I have uploaded my 1st video. I did my YouTube so high profile people can see it and view it. I am amazed by the hits and I am amazed by the subscribers. I was NOT expecting that at all. My videos, I wanted people to see me. I am real and this is a real story and I need real help for me and my mother. This is a serious matter and it can't be swept under the rug like it didn't happen. Protecting the boys and crooked cops and throw me in the ditch to die. I don't think so.

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