May 21, 2012

The Island =)

To me I think the Criminal Justice System is for the criminals and that is the God honest truth. Some of my friends and I were talking here while back. It was brought to my attention and some of them had pretty good ideas. All these islands that are empty and they are just there, we should put them in good use. The CJS should step in and buy these islands and put criminals there. The technology is off the charts shear amazement to be honest. The working citizens that pay (taxes) make sure the criminals are taken care of is a bunch of bullshit! Buy these islands and set it up with GPS, the technology is out there and the CJS should use it. So many yards from the water fence it off and put sharks in there, killer sharks to be exact. Big Brother (the eye in the sky) put devices on the criminals like ankle bracelets or insert a tracker on their body somewhere. CJS should use the Charles Darwin theory, “Survival of the fittest” in my terms ‘get tough or die’ we baby these people and that is so wrong. Put them on an island, let them build their own place to live and let them survive the old fashion way. Live off the land! Once a week fly planes over and drop food for them and make them fix their own damn meals. This goes from the killers to the dope cooks to the crooked cops. They did not have any problems fkken up other people lives and destroying it. Why should we baby people that break the rules? No wonder they want to stay in jail, hell they have it made in there. That’s some straight up bullshit right there. They need to make it hard on them than being easy. It’s a damn shame that the justice system is the way it is. The Criminal Justice System is ass-backwards and that is a damn shame, got to love living in the United States of America. I know a few in this county stays just a short-time in jail, then they are out and destroying lives again. They should really stay in there for 20 years to life, if you ask me. It is what it is in the United States. I know back in the day, I was a bad-girl and lived on the wrong-side of the tracks. I should have had my ass dropped on an island all by myself for about 3 years with NO planes to fly over with food, just saying.That would have done me justice in a serious way.

One word (lynching) End of Story!

Can you imagine you are in jail and you are an African-American male, you live in a county full of racism and malice? That kind of behavior has a full life in this county needless to say. What I am getting at, you are laying in your cell-on your bed, minding your own business. Then here comes 2 cops and they yank you up out of the cell and give you a serious ass-whopping. Now does that sound suspicious or what? I know these cops and they do have a serious attitude problem, BTW. I guess it was a day to whoop-ass and let’s get the black guy. That’s how I see it and that is how I am calling it. I think they just had plans to beat him and put him back in the cell. There are ways you can beat someone not leave bruises, that’s kinda scary to think about it. The way it turned out was fatal and the cops needed an alibi and they hung him in the cell. When you see a hanging especially in a police facility in all do in respect, it’s a ‘suicide’ now that kind of behavior runs wild in this county, when all else fails just call it a suicide, SMH. Well its truth. The sheriff will write it off as ‘suicide’ how sad and pathetic is that? Can you imagine the fear in the African-American male eyes when they were approaching him? No wonder they are so hostile in this county. I would be adverse too. I am kinda like that now, to tell you the truth about it. I did not know this man personally however I knew one of his cousins. That is beside the point. This is call police brutality and I don’t like it. These cops will do you in if you let them. I know some don’t like my blog, fk’em that is how I am going to roll with that one. I will not sugarcoat at all that is so NOT me, like I have stated before, “there are only 20% that are good cops, 80% that are pathetic” just stating the obvious. This county really needs a make-over and I have no problems pointing it out. The stuff that goes on is so inhumane and it just makes me sick at my stomach. No wonder ‘Big Brother’ is on the move. They need to get control of that kind of tomfoolery and insanity, damn it man. When I heard this, I was skeptical about it then I did my research, the truth is known if you search it. Come on ‘Big Brother’ and do your thing, this kind of behavior needs to end. I hate racism, I swear I do!

May 1, 2012

A BOOK, I think so, it's TIME!

When I done my, “Depression TimeLine” I spoke up too soon. I will be blogging about this occurrence I betcha! See I live in tornado alley. We had 2 trees to be cut down before they landed on top of the house. However that is beside the point. We were looking for someone to cut the trees, low and behold my ex-father in-law and my ex-husband from my last marriage came to my house, ummmm I have been doing these blogs for quite some time now. They actually came to our house to place a bid to cut them down. I mean, seriously? Really? My jaw about hit the floor, we had numerous people to place a bid to cut the trees down. Luckily someone else done it and it was at a reasonable price and they had the job done in two hours tops. Let’s get back to the ex- and the ex- in law; it doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure this out. If I was them, this is what I would have done, I would have said, “Hell no, I will not cut those trees, but I will recommend someone though.” It’s all about common sense and logic and that doesn’t exist around here. That just blew me away. However it was not long I was on Twitter and (tweeting) my thoughts about it. I am not bashful, not one bit. Then they turned around and told us, “Now if this is going to cause problems with Tina, we will not do it.”HELLO I don’t want my 2nd ex-husband on my property around me or my family. I found this quite disturbing since I have been blogging about my troubles for quite some time now. I got sick at my stomach and cried I will not lie about it. Then I asked a few people what they thought about it. All the same answers, my ex, he just wanted to be near me and his wife knows it too. It’s no secret. It’s some sick shit and I need to always keep myself protected and guarded at all times. I just shook my head and try to find the perspective within this nightmare and I have not quite figured it out yet.

So I will be doing my own book in my own words. Well, at first I wanted someone else to do it and I would do like an interview talk about it. What I am saying talk to someone and they can worry about the wording and the sentences. Blogging and writing a book are totally different. Now I want to do it and because it will be therapy and it will help me in the long-run. I have some really good friends and they want me to do it too. Several keep up with my blogs. One of them is an editor and she wants me to type it and she will structure it, the way it should be. She has no doubt in her mind that the book will be a success but I need to be the one to draw in the audience. She told me I could do it. The only reason I was iffy about it. I have doors that are closed with pad locks on them, now I have to unlock and open the doors. She told me, I will feel oh so much better and I can heal and move on. She is the one that is pushing me. I am over me being scared; I am ready to do this. I know in my heart it will help me most likely piss people off. I am to the point I don’t give a shit. You know, it will be 2 years this year 9-17-12 of me blogging and they pull that shit, yes; I am so ready to do this book! I think so!

On the note. all that I have lost, the time that I can't get back. The mental abuse that I have endure over many, many years. I am one pissed off woman. I am thankful for what I have at this present time.I am 38 years old. I should NOT be in the situation I am in, I have lost a lot and I am drowning still. I can't win for losing because of these sick and twisted bastards. It's time for me to blow this shit out of the water. I will come out on top, just watch me. I got this, hands down! Eight years worth, 2004-2012, yup, I have a lot to discuss I do believe.

The Killing Kind

I will prolly get in trouble talking about this man, however I am not putting names out there and places I should be alright. He died not that long ago, however he made a statement in this county. Have you ever heard of a big-time drug-lord? The kind of person that has the money and power to make things happen and make people disappear without a trace he was just that kind of man. The last name alone made some shiver down their spines. As I was growing up I heard all kinds of tales about him. Most were scared of his presence, because he got away with a lot. I never cared for him to be honest about it. He owned a liquor store, back in the day you could actually buy marijuana, kilos of cocaine any kind of drug just pull up to the window. No shit, I know for a fact that went on. Now that is running the game. What stood out was this so-called well. The ‘well’ of doom and catastrophe that is fact to be known in this county, if you want someone dead and get away with it bring them here. I absolutely loathe this county. Hell, supposedly I was to be dropped in the ‘well’ if that was the case; I took care of the situation real quickly. There are some that weren’t scare of him. Like one stated to me, “he might be in his own well of doom” I found humor in that, seriously. Someone that is deviant and out-spoken (like me) gets put in their place and this man was hired to the job. If you didn’t have the money, you would have to sell your soul. When he comes, calling for you to do something, that person had to do it or suffer the consequence. Most likely it would be ‘death’ that’s how he rolled around here. I always consider him as the ‘devil’ and when I was told that he died, this is what I said, and “may he rot in hell.” I am not f’kd up about it. The FEDS wanted that man, however I told one of them, he will be dead soon with cancer and you will not have to worry about him anymore. The look that I got was priceless, then he said, “He was too mean to die” and then I said, “Karma is a bitch” I know what I am talking about. I know a lot of bad very bad people that has died in this county the last few years. Like the story goes, “When you dance you have to pay the fiddler” this county is filthy and malodorous. I just got tired of the stalking, slander and bullying and here I come with my blog and I have no regrets at all. This man here was a POS and there aren’t many that will have the balls to say that. No love lost here. This county has made the ID Channel twice to my knowledge; I know the one about a particular mountain. I would NOT doubt that man had something to do with it; I would not put it past him. This county dwells on evilness and I think it would not be a bad idea, to fly airplanes and drop blessed holy water all over this place. It is totally rank-smelling up this bitch. I am going to keep it 100, some that read my blogs around here they are like, hell yeah Tina. Some just can’t stand me. If it wasn’t so nasty and malice I would not be blogging, just saying. I don’t dig corruption!