2012

I hope for a better year. I just have that feeling that it’s going to be a good year. I foresee a lot of things coming to a head and it has been a long time a coming. I know I had to remove myself from different situations over the past year. I think that will make a better outcome for me and my children. Sometimes when you remove junk from your surroundings it will make it easier to breathe. Most of mine were mental that stimulated into unwanted reasoning of despair and agony. I live in a mental abyss very nostalgic yearning for a peace of mind. I have never had stability and control over my life. I always had someone dragging at my heels and controlling every move I made in this lifetime. I am very strong willed and strong minded. I will not be told what to do, because I will fight to my death over that kind of behavior. Sometimes women’s rights are thrown in my face and I am like your point is? A woman’s place in the South is to keep her mouth shut and stand back behind a man. Well this is 2012 and I don’t dig that not at all, however ‘ignorance is bliss’ in the South. I will always voice my opinion and I really don’t care who it pisses off! I visualize a better year in 2012, this is a different feeling that I have ever felt. I think that I have been drug through the gates of hell long enough. I think it’s time for me to have something in life than having it taken away from me. I think that the ones that have caused me grief I think it’s their turn for a little karma pay back. I do believe that it’s time for them to be drug through the gates of hell as well. Something tells me to sit back and enjoy 2012, because it has been a long time coming for me. I hope my gut feeling is right. To be quite honest I don’t know how much more I can take. So here’s to a great year in 2012.