February 6, 2015
I need 2 fuckitols (extra strength) please and thank you
I need 2 fuckitols about 1000 mg each in strength. That should do me justice in the shit hole that I'm in right now. I came to terms with my current situation after talking to a couple people here while back. I really needed their advice because this is my 2nd time in this rodeo ring to be honest. I am going the bankruptcy way I don't see any other way around it. It is what it is and I will have to do what I have to do to save my insanity from this ongoing bullshit that needs to END. You know when your asshole draws up in knot when you check on your check status and hoping, praying really hard, it's not garnished. I put in the hours at work let me tell you, I hustle like a motherfucker and to see my check ripped all to hell I think not. I bucked the system against my ex-husband for as long as I could. I have already paid 8 grand in 4 years and another 8 grand will seal the deal. I think a little more will be added this year. I look back, all the vacations and the high living and high spending, I guess when you don't pay taxes nor child support (His 1st baby mama needs prayers too) I guess you can live high on the hog. However someone sat me down and talked to me about their situation in Greenbrier and I found it quite interesting needless to say. Well when karma comes after them it will be bad and I will do me a happy dance for sure after all the hell I have been through. If I done something like that I would be in the penitentiary with the quickness and they would throw away the key and look straight at me and say, "fuck you bitch, you're gonna rot in here I betcha." I was dealt a bad hand in life and I know how it all goes down with me. So I am doing this blog because I don't give a fuck how well you are known on the Internet I have a quarter of a million followers. I am growing by the day. I am a real person that works like a dog and I am not making tons of money. However Outskirts Press is making tons of money off me and I am not getting one dime maybe 40-50 dollars every 3 months. True Story. Oh the shit that I endure on a daily basis. If this is your first time to read my blog and this is your first entry please read the rest, 5 years worth that I have written. Getting screwed over at its finest but I keep on ticking and take my licking go on like a boss that's how a hustler rolls. I have had people to tell me over the years that it will be like a rise of the Phoenix type situation. I always beg the differ because I didn't see it that way. I see it now with a bankruptcy taking place. I will not let that get me down. It will be like a reset button for me and I will throw my student loans in there too because I can prove hardship. I am queen of hardship and the dumping ground for the dirty little bastards that I have dealt with over the years. I will not let this weaken me I will see this as strength and now I see it as a rise of the Phoenix story. No matter how big you are on the Internet that person might be knee deep in shit and drowning like a motherfucker, always remember that we don't know the whole story about a person, we can't be a judging them either all due in respect we are not God. I believe that everyone lives in hell. It is up to us how we deal with it that is real talk. Mine is coming to a stopping point. Get me a good lawyer in Little Rock and set this shit straight for once in my life. I still have a good heart after all I have been through that there is a blessing in disguise. I am thankful for it too.