March 1, 2011

Tina's Testimony of Corruption within the Police Force and The Good 'Ole' Boy System

As of September 17th 2010 this has motivated me to get the word out, I can't deal with it any longer too many years to be exact. However October 20th 2010 of the incident with my ex-brother in law, he and his brother are getting on my last nerves this needs to stop. That was too early in the morning for that kind of behavior, why? I don't know. Then November 23rd 2010 leaving from my classes that day, I had a run in with the Highway Patrol Cop, which that has turned me into an activist, cops should not be allowed to torment people. I wonder if he remembered the cameras on his car, prolly not this is Arkansas. They were most likely turned off, knowing my luck. So therefore I will get this out on the net and I will get this out there in the media as well. I have also been working hard to get this on Dr. Phil; I will go to extreme measures to get this on the show. Maybe just maybe he and his crew can help me out with this problem in hand. Now that is a promise I can keep. The Arkansas Criminal Justice System has failed me. I will believe it when I see it and I am being serious about it too. I can't believe they let people do this and get away with it. It absolutely makes me want to vomit because no justice has been served. When you can take protect and serve under oath (mind you), however they have turned it around and it is torment and scare the citizens. I thought I would dedicate this page for this special reason. I have seen that bullying is making the news a lot and it is growing and on the rise. However what about bullying amongst the thugs and the crooked law department? Has anyone ever thought about that one? Apparently not, that is very sad. It is just not noticed like the ones that has made the news. That is why I am trying to get the word out and stop this nonsense. This kind of behavior can be very tiresome to an individual, I know for a fact it can wear a person down and bring all kinds of emotional dwellings. It is very unlawful and it should not happen in the first place. I used to be a most kind hearted person you could have ever known, a very loving woman. However throughout the years and all that I have been through with NO help from the law. This has turned me into a cold hearted bitch. I have trust issues and it has buried me alive. Hey, it is the truth, I am a very different person now, that makes me so damn mad but there is nothing I can do about it though. I would appreciate that you take my link and tweet it or take my link and put in a bulletin or email it to different ones, let them know that something needs to be done about this kind of behavior. Send it to Dr. Phil, I will get on that show, I will address this problem, because it needs to stop. Thank You

This is the truth and how I feel about the whole thing. I am getting so tired people coming to me and telling me, Tina, I heard the most awful thing about you. This is called SLANDER and I am sick of it. I just want to be left alone that's all I ever wanted. So now it's my time to talk and get the word out and explain my side for once. I am NOT going to take it and I am NOT backing down either. I am done stick a fork in me. Ok, I have had some concerns about what I say on here and my Twitter account. Bill of Rights, 1) Freedom of Speech baby. Well I am NOT putting names out so therefore assumptions or assuming can't be held up in court. Not like the ones in my county saying my full name. To the ones that are saying it, their jig is about up and they are going to jail. I can promise that much. To these people that I know in person better have hardcore facts and proof to back it up like actual names. I am tired of the BS and I refuse to put up with it any longer. Has anybody sat down and look at what damages that are being caused from it and what it is doing to me. Really truthfully have ya'll thought about it. Has anyone thought about my health and the stress that I endure on a daily basis (I have a heavy case load everyday). NO, I don't think so. There are so many selfish people involved in this and they are not looking at the broader view of the picture and that is a very sad. Yes, now my health is effective by it and I could have a heart attack or a stroke. I really don't know how much more I can take from this so called county that I live in now, which sucks BTW, I really don't like living there not at all, and really I don't like it there after what I have been through. I am tired and wore out and I just want to be left alone. I have had enough and I am going to get my story out there. This made me to think of a solution to get the word out about corruption and it is time for someone to stand up and fight for their rights for a peaceful life. We only live once you know and I just want to be at peace with myself. I have been in the ruins of hell for 6 years. Well it will be 7 years in January 21 2010. This is like an on and on story that never ends. I am basically sick and tired of it and I am here to put an end to it and tell my side of the story. See I put up with the 'Good O Boy System and what it brings with it like punk-ass b**ches to be exact. You know the crooked law system and cops and all. See my 2nd X hubby was a good O boy not a cop though, so make it short. I got out of a marriage that I did not want to be in anymore. I had enough of moving in and out all the time. He moved out on my 30th B-day, that was the last straw. I told myself no more, I am much done this time to be exact. Well he made out that I am the one that was chasing him, blah blah and blah. Because I did not want him anymore and he was saying that. WTF So I did not obey the system so I got ran out of town for many years. For example, (what I endure in this county) ~the day he left~ 1-21-04 a helicopter over my house for illegal activities, I slept the whole night. I should have taken pictures of that. That is my regret. I would have put them on here for real. Then later on that year in June, my family sent me out to Colorado for 2 weeks to stay with my brother thank God for my brother. Because I had a nervous breakdown of other stuff that was going on it was too much for me to handle. I will NEVER forget the week before I left it was nothing but hell. One thing I remember vividly about it was going to the town store to get my son's birthday stuff and walking in the store and the scanner was on and the person were saying the silver neon just pulled in and the suspect and her son are walking in the store. I was so freaking mad, I just got my stuff and left. Then I finally got my divorce thank God, however my X came over that night and he could not believe it was over, he just wanted to come home. I said, "Hell No" and he said, “if I can't have you nobody will, I will make your life a living hell from here on." Boy was that an understatement! Then 1-21-05 (My B-Day once again) all I am going to say about this was 2 pounds of stuff was going to be placed in my car (BTW he had the keys to my car the 2nd set) and 4, 7 and 11 was on standby. However I was warned and my butt went to bed at 7 that night. No ands ifs or buts about it. The next day I got my Gold PT Cruiser straight off the showroom floor. I was not messing around with it either. My sister law on the other hand was not that lucky. She was on 4, 7, and 11. She was not warned. Her life was ruin forever! However there is a something, something out there and we will know who actually took the kid out of the car. Someone’s face is going to turn ghostly white for real! Mine was on a Friday and hers was on a Monday. They need to ask the prior Sheriff, the one in 05 you know the one before he had a heart attack so he says if he had one so did I! OMG~ these people are so stupid. He had to step down. How about the $10,000 to $60,000 (in that range) dollar pay off to her now I am talking about the present Sheriff -oh boy- he is a dandy, no wonder she was buying stuff left and right. I guess I should have done that and fell for the trap and I could have set them up with the FEDS, that is another regret I have to live with ;( I live with a lot of regrets BTW, shoulda coulda woulda! (Why me?) More stuff went on as the year went by, then I sold out my place which it was completely furnished, I did not take nothing with me but my personal stuff and few odds and ends, I basically had to started all over. I just wanted out of that county and that was okay if I had to start all over and get new stuff. 11-10-05 was a new beginning for me. So, I thought. I still had problems, I saw my 2nd X up there around my place in 2006 and 2007. Very chilling huh and disturbing. My last incident was July 2010 and my X brother in law is a real big help to my X husband as well. I loathe these people. I also had an incident on April 9th 2010 with a mailbox being stolen and he was on a 4 wheeler riding by my house all day long! Me and my kids saw him. All the crap I put up with I just hate it! Through all of this he did get married again more less an ultimatum of a gift that they had between them. See I was blind in my 20's very stupid it was less like a haze or fog for 10 years, til this day I still don't understand my motive 20-30 then I finally woke up and smelt the coffee. He cheated on his 1st wife and cheated on me and cheating on the 3rd as I was told. If she would stop and look he has a repeated pattern going on. He talked bad about his 1st wife to me, he talked bad about me to the 3rd, now he is talking bad about her to God knows who and I really don't care. He can go straight to hell! See I am something he can't have ever again in this lifetime, he had me at one point in time and he did not want me. However I don't want to be in the same room again with him at all. Hell to the NO! I don't want to be accused of being with him in this day of time. He can say he was with me I don't care, if that is the case, or carry my number around, I don't care, he better NEVER cross my path again and that goes right along with his brother too. Quit sending your family members to my house that is getting OLD and I am getting SICK of it. THANK YOU! Word from the wise, to you my dear, Mrs. Thing; you better have hardcore facts before coming after me, phone records, pictures and such. I have NOT talk to the moron since 04 I will NOT be talking' to him in this lifetime never again, so you better get your facts straight before I handle it. If you don't know what I say on here, then you should not know, in the eyes of society, that consider stalking, you guys do alot of that with me on a daily basis. Just get a life and leave me alone, for once!

 Being pounced on all the time by these sick and twisted people can get on ones nerves. That is for sure, a person can take so much and they can't take no more. I am at that breaking point, I am done and I am coming after them (if I live long enough). Like I was saying about my health, I really haven't felt good these past few months I really haven't. If you look at it, I have kids, school and work. Hell that is a lot (and I am single too), then you need to add my X-in laws and X-husbands (2) I will NEVER get married again, I PROMISE that much HELL NO been there done that not for me, and add the crooked police force too. Now you tell me how I am dealing with it? I would love to hear the answer to that one! My nerves are shattered beyond repair at this point in time. I go and go and go, that is all I know how to do. I wake up in the mornings, I hurt a lot, and however I just get up and go. I have no choice. I am the one that is trying' and I am the one that is getting' sh*t on all the time. Like I told someone, one morning they are going to find me dead. I will lay down for bed the night before that is going to happen I feel it. Death is knocking at my door. See all of this could have been prevented, however they let these types of people just go and do what they want to do. If you look at it, this county is in the paper and the news (TV) all the time, and it is being covered up for the most part. We all know that is true, I am so sick and tired of this. All I ever wanted was to be happy and have a normal life. However that was not in the cards for me in this lifetime I suppose. Instead, I wake up in a nightmare everyday and ask myself. What have I done to be treated this way by these punk-ass bitches? Because I don't play by the rules and don't do what they say, well I have some words for these people, F**K you guys and go straight to hell! Something tells me that KARMA is coming for these people. I just hope that I live to see it, because something needs to be done. I just have that gut feeling I have for a long time now, when the sh*t goes down, they better be ready. What has been done in the dark will be brought to light. Maybe just maybe we can start breathing again. I hope so, I am such a good person too, I have been done oh so wrong! That is a crying shame and it is very sad! That someone has to live her life like I do and there was no point in this at all! See I am NOT angry, I am just telling it like it is, for most part people will turn it around and say I am angry because they don't want to accept the fact that I am telling the truth. See, I am NOT blindsided at all, I know what is going on. I am not stupid nor are the other people that are involved in this matter as well. I just have the balls to say what other people are wanting to say that is the difference between a realist and a nonrealist . Because to tell you the truth about it, I really don't care what you think about me, I am living my life or trying to live my life, if other people would just stay out of it and STFU in the process of me living my life. Ignorance is bliss in the south, it really is and that is sad on most part. But, that is life, however I am one tough chic and I will open a can of whoop-ass if needed, cause I am not bashful like that. Life has thrown me some dandy's (oh how I know about it) I think I can handle a lot, if I can't handle it then I will meet the maker, death I am NOT afraid of it at all. The way I see it no more suffering, no more pain and no more sorrow. No more waking up into a nightmare every day. Death is a reward if you look at it that way. We are born to die, that is the facts. I am not angry or crazy I am just telling the truth and the truth is hurting a lot of people. To those people that I know, welcome to my world.

My 1st husband I have kids by him, so I don't want them mad at me. However it is funny how mommy and daddy save his ass from the DEA all the time. That story there kind of makes me sick at my stomach. At least I have one baby daddy. Don't want to talk about it either! This is a very sore subject to me and it is very unfair especially what I have been through. This here makes me mad as hell and I am not the one to forget it either!

This is why I am single till this day, going on 7 years. I have had people to tell me that they would just stay single if they went through what I went through. The next man comes into my life, will have a good education and a good job and he can drink sum not much and NO drugs are allowed! Hell NO! One baby mama, (Not 2 baby mama, oh NO!) cause Tina does NOT like drama! My life My Rules! I struggle so hard by myself; I refuse to struggle with another person with another income. Living paycheck to paycheck is NOT going to cut the mustard. If I had to do that I rather be alone the rest of my life! Oh, Mr Money man it would NOT be a wise idea to ignore me. That is why I have you last on here mister. So I can add and let the world see and read this. You need to think twice about screwing me over. We do have history together since December of 2002. Stabbing me in the back is a very wrong move and I will get this out there too. I am not bashful, not for one minute not in this lifetime. (Another word from the wise, you threw me under the bus, wait till I throw you under it big smiles) Well I can say that I am living the "American Nightmare" that is an understatement for sure. I wish that something would be done about this county I live in, I wish that I can post links on here, I would give anything to do that, but that will cause me more grief though, one day soon I bet I can, that will be a blessing.  If I can sit down with somebody one day, I would love to do a book on my life. I was told that a book and movie could be made over this turmoil that I have been in, that is for sure.

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