Rainwater Holt and Sexton (Review)

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Let me state this, right here and right now! These people that are behind this corrupted mess. The ones that are involved in this cover up. (Organized crime) why I was placed in the Arkansas State Hospital obviously to silence my voice. The state hospital made me out to be incapacitated and incompetent. Why? So I can't go to trial. Plus, like the FBI, the governor, the attorney general the list goes on. They wouldn't listen to what I am saying because they have it on paper, I am not fit to speak. They would automatically side in with the Arkansas State Hospital. The top dogs wouldn't give me any time of the day to talk to anyone. My voice is 100% silenced by the state of Arkansas. I can 100% prove this in court! This is about protecting a business and a county. I can 100% prove this in court.

However, I have every piece of paperwork from 2004-2005. Thank God! They can't get out of this at all. This is where the corrupted maggots will have to tell the truth nothing but the truth. When I say I have Arkansas by the balls. I 100% have them in a position where the truth will have to come out. Why isn't my 2004-2005 paperwork at the court house? It's gone! Why? I should be able to drive to the court house and request copies any time I want. That paperwork should be safe and secure. Why did they destroy government property? An internal investigation should be placed on this court house and this business. Tons and tons of corruption resides there at both places! My blogs I have done this year all 7 of them tells the truth nothing but the truth. Why are these people allowed to do this to the Arkansas citizens? When the citizen goes for help. These corrupted maggots retaliate on the ones who wants to help them. Why is this being allowed in Arkansas? Why are people's voices being silenced, when they have the truth in their hands? I can prove everything in court. I am put down as incompetent and incapacitated! What a joke Arkansas is 🤬

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I had someone to hit my DMs! However I got the picture tho. Idk if it's a he/she a worker from the court house or former. However they had to tell me something. It's common knowledge that paperwork gets destroyed at this particular court house! In my case, they got rid of the paperwork for the one who pressed charges on me in 2018. This was deliberately done! That person told me from 2004-2017. They KNEW or thought, I didn't have any kind of paperwork, 13 years span, they figured they were in the clear and they proceeded to get rid of the trial/paperwork. This person told me it's normal that they get rid of anything they want in this particular court house! I ask this person, why do they do this to people? They told me this goes straight to the top, when paperwork needs to disappear it disappears forever. They do it because they can! They have been doing this the last 70 plus years in this county. This person told me they are so happy that I kept every piece of paperwork from 2004-2005. They said, something will happen now, something will be done. This person agreed that an internal investigation should take place not just the court house. The whole county. I totally agreed with this person. I will in due time, I will get on 4, 7, 11, and 16. The Arkansas citizens need to be educated on this situation and how important it is to keep court documentation. Because they NEVER know if their paperwork will be destroyed like mine. (That's a NO NO, when you work at a court house, don't destroy government property) If they have copies they can prove it. Something will be done with this situation for sure, trust me. The Arkansas State Hospital allows this type of behavior. Yup, a lot of bribery going on! That psychiatrist that diagnosed me with delusional disorder persecutory type, psychosis and schizophrenia. I am going to make sure she does 20 years in prison. That means she is put in place to protect the corrupted. Well, it's going to stop at me! I have been told her diagnosis will NEVER hold up in court. My paperwork from 2-17-04 to 3-1-22. My social media from 2007-2022, well present date at that time when the sh*t goes down. 18 years of paperwork going on 19. I can prove what I am saying. I'm NOT delusional at all! I can 100% prove what I am talking about in court.

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Psychological trauma caused by Arkansas

You can say Arkansas has caused me a lot of grief and psychological trauma over the years. I hate Arkansas to the core. This stems back just wanting out of a marriage because I wasn't happy anymore in January of 2004. The hell that I have been through and the hell that I am still going through in 2022. All uncalled for! Shouldn't have happened in the first place!


When I reflect back, that it's going to be 19 years in 2023. It will be 20 years in 2024. When will my pain and suffering end??? All I wanted was a normal life! It just makes me sick to my stomach that I can't find a common ground for safety and security in the state of Arkansas. I just want to be happy again. I want to feel safe in my environment no worries! I have a lot of distrust towards law enforcement and the criminal justice system because they protect the criminals NOT the victim. The Arkansas criminal justice system can straight up kiss my a$$! That's how I feel about that. I'll be 50 in 2024. 20 years I have lost and can't get back. A lot of missed opportunities. I can't get none of that back. Abuse of power, untouchable attitudes, above the law mindset, thugs that's all they are just thugs, ruining people's lives, being protected by the state of Arkansas! Why was I dealt these cards in life and I didn't ask for it? All I wanted was to be left alone. It's mind blowing what I have been through and I can't get help in Arkansas but out of Arkansas, it's no problem to get help there. Something is wrong with this picture! The Arkansas State Hospital that place should be shut down! I'll get into that later on.

You have this well known business that I hired to protect me in 2015. They protected 5 underage boys that was in possession of ALCOHOL and those boys have been drinking all day (instead of, protecting me) When those boys get into court in due time they will talk about that day. That's a given. This business helped a county out to destroy my life because of the book I wrote. I can prove all of this in court 100% hands down!  The state of Arkansas is protecting this business too! Imagine that 🤔 they advertise to no end. That's why I hired them because of commercials and awards. Then later on I was told the commercials are like a bait and switch. It depends on the last name if they will help you or not. The awards they are bought and paid for to make them look good in the public eye. The charity work they do it's like (smoke and mirrors) it's all for show ONLY to lure people in. I was told they are nothing but ambulance chasers. Their business is a joke and nightmare to work at. The reason this business had me placed in the Arkansas State Hospital was to silence me. If I was on the news, former employees would come forward and there would be former clients that they have screwed over in the past to come forward too. The dirty secrets of this business would spill out into the public eye. The 2 partners that run the business they don't want that to happen at all. The business would crumble like a cookie within seconds. If I landed on the news their reputations would be destroyed immediately!
A former employee told me when she heard that I had all my paperwork from 2004-2005. She knew I could expose them to the fullest now! She reached out to me anonymously because the 2 partners retaliated on her so bad. She said, she will come forward when she has a safety net, with them being exposed in the public eye they would be afraid to do anything to her or anybody. I respect her for that! Here the state of Arkansas is protecting criminals at this business. I can 100% prove that in court. This business knows I can shut them down. Something will be done, I will never ever let this go!


Oh let's talk about the Arkansas State Hospital, boy, that's a doozie right there! The state hospital needs a deep cleaning to clean out the maggots that protect people like this business I am in conflict with. Anyone that are working at the Arkansas State Hospital and they are protecting these corrupted maggots. They need to be fired on the spot. The employees taking (bribes) to destroy people's lives to make their lives better! They should never be able to work at a state job ever again.

The Arkansas State Hospital gave me body dysmorphia, I will say this in court fully say it without hesitation!
Okay, I have worked at the state hospital via contract agency. I have been a patient for 2 months 2 days. I've seen both sides. I have seen people in there that shouldn't be and I have seen people in there that should be. I've seen people in zombie state of mind and they looked 6 months pregnant both men and women. However they weren't pregnant. The psychological trauma I went through for 2 months 2 days is unforgivable. I was too (high functioning) for that place. I stood out. Silencing my voice so a business and the 2 partners couldn't get into trouble or exposed. Give me a f**king break Arkansas, do better! I am mentally messed up over this. I can't talk about that tho! This story is going to be all in the news in due time. I want to educate people and show them what the state of Arkansas can do to people by silencing their voices.  I have a jaw dropping story and it will be told! I promise you that!


Have you ever watched The Silence of the Lambs? Remember that one scene, where that woman was in that well. She was trying to get Precious down there with her, hold her for hostage. When she was whistling for her. She was struggling to whistle. That's how I feel. I am f**king tired but she was fighting her way out of that well. I am fighting my way out of this situation to get it exposed. No matter how tired I am. If there is a will there's a way. Never give up! This is a good analogy 👏

If you're going through hell, keep going.

Winston Churchill