We are not promised tomorrow and that is a fact that I can state have 100% truth behind it. I had a friend and her daughter pass away today 2-13-2012. My daughter was best friends with her daughter. Steph and I were friends when we went to school. How ironic is that? Life is too short. My daughter locked herself in the bathroom for a really long time finally she made it to the bed. My daughter is so tiny, and she is all curled up in bed crying her eyes out. However I told her that is part of life and love the ones that are in your life and always tell them how you feel always. Just be grateful for what you have and appreciate the things that are presented to you in life. I remember in 1988 I lost 5 best friends from January to December in car related accidents and it nearly drove me nuts. However I was 14 and I got through it, barely. I have been through a lot more since then. Death is part of life; our days are numbered when we come into this world. Some people lives a long life and some don’t. I have people in my life I can’t get along with but I did write a letter and left it like that. Some people you can’t reason with no matter what. The relationship is very poisonous, someone has to give in somewhere and just walk away. If you can’t say it then write a letter. Spoken or written that will do the job and whatever happens in life you can say you did what was right and did your best. I have went through major hell in my life these past 8 years and it’s getting better since I got my story out on the net. I will get something done about it that is a promise I can keep. But in the meantime I am grateful for what I have and appreciate things even if it’s the simple things in life. We don’t know when it’s our time to go and never leave words unspoken or unwritten. Because when the final chapter closes its closed and never to be open again, not in this lifetime. I am just keeping it real baby.