Being rip to shreds over and over gets old, yes, it does.
I just think to myself and ask, why me? I am put on earth for some reason; I
really do think that I am the one to set this county straight. It has been so
quiet, however, I wish something’s would go as order, getting certified
letters, emails, and phone calls now, is a pain in the ass. I will be glad when
this passes. The more I try the more I get tore down, I am so used to it and
that right there is a sad thing to say. My education just went out the door; I
was doing so well in Little Rock. Then my life went to hell in a hand basket
once again. I had to move back to the Ass End of the World. By September of
last year, I had enough of the bullsh*t and then I started fighting back. I
started to blog about my occurrences which took place at different times. I am
glad that I did this because it shows what kind of jerks I deal with and I have
too many to count. Hopefully my education will pick back up; it will kill my
soul if it doesn’t. I had a certain friend to tell me, there is a reason for
you to be back here. Everything happens for a reason they stated, you are the
one to shut this crap down. He told me I will be known all over the world, not
just by my BlogSpot, Twitter, and MySpace. I just hope that I can hang on,
because this is really tearing me down, emotionally, mentally and physically.
That is why I want to do an interview; people should see my face and my
emotions. It’s not pretty it’s really scary to tell you the truth. It should be
talked about and evaluated for the world to see. I have this gut feeling that
all hell will be breaking out, I can’t shake this feeling. Whatever it is I
hope it tears these fktards a new a**hole. I really do. I hope they wake up and
smell the roses. I highly doubt that, stranger things have happen though. I
have a serious gut feeling. I just want my life back, that’s all. Paybacks are
a bitch, just sayin’
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