September 5, 2011

Just a MINOR setback for a MAJOR comeback that's all =)

Being rip to shreds over and over gets old, yes, it does. I just think to myself and ask, why me? I am put on earth for some reason; I really do think that I am the one to set this county straight. It has been so quiet, however, I wish something’s would go as order, getting certified letters, emails, and phone calls now, is a pain in the ass. I will be glad when this passes. The more I try the more I get tore down, I am so used to it and that right there is a sad thing to say. My education just went out the door; I was doing so well in Little Rock. Then my life went to hell in a hand basket once again. I had to move back to the Ass End of the World. By September of last year, I had enough of the bullsh*t and then I started fighting back. I started to blog about my occurrences which took place at different times. I am glad that I did this because it shows what kind of jerks I deal with and I have too many to count. Hopefully my education will pick back up; it will kill my soul if it doesn’t. I had a certain friend to tell me, there is a reason for you to be back here. Everything happens for a reason they stated, you are the one to shut this crap down. He told me I will be known all over the world, not just by my BlogSpot, Twitter, and MySpace. I just hope that I can hang on, because this is really tearing me down, emotionally, mentally and physically. That is why I want to do an interview; people should see my face and my emotions. It’s not pretty it’s really scary to tell you the truth. It should be talked about and evaluated for the world to see. I have this gut feeling that all hell will be breaking out, I can’t shake this feeling. Whatever it is I hope it tears these fktards a new a**hole. I really do. I hope they wake up and smell the roses. I highly doubt that, stranger things have happen though. I have a serious gut feeling. I just want my life back, that’s all. Paybacks are a bitch, just sayin’

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