Let's talk about 2004-2005 🤬

 Let's talk about 2004-2005, let's do a time-line since Arkansas wants to slap me back into that time span! I won't go into deep detail because of my trauma. However, you'll get the picture.

January 21, 2004. My husband at that time decided to move out. I was life fine, but you won't be moving back in. He said, we'll see about that.

(Note: we had a very TOXIC relationship/marriage. He moved out all the time. If I didn't let him come back home he would get the cops after me. Let's say, the good Ole boy system)

On my 30th birthday. Yup, he moved out on my birthday. I visited my dad, and I seen my mom. The kids were at their dad's because it was his week. When I left my mom's house. I noticed the county DEA helicopter flying by. Where I lived at on the mountain that was common knowledge with the DEA. I didn't think nothing of it at first. I got back home. I had that gut feeling. So, I looked out of my son's bedroom window. I seen what my ex had done. I knew this was his doings. I was so exhausted. I had to make sure he didn't take any of my stuff. The house was a mess. I looked out the window again. I said, f**k this sh*t. I secured the windows and the doors. I took 21/2 Tylenol PMs went to bed around 8. I'll deal with this sh*t tomorrow.

The next day, I found out a lot of stuff. I knew my ex brother in law was an informant. I didn't know my soon to be ex husband was one. That kinda shocked me.
Both of them told the county DEA. I was manufacturing and distributing, using m3th. I was so mad I couldn't see straight. In the upcoming months from January 04 to November of 05. I was dodging traps like a boss. I mean it was a traumatic time in my life. I was a prisoner of my own home. I got home before dark and I left out after daylight. It was some pretty scary times.


January 04 to August 04.

One time, I had a woman break down front of my place. She wouldn't leave. Well, I had enough. I am NOT going into details however I interrogated her in the end. Let me say this. The county DEA sent her to my house. Oh, when I cleaned my house up. She left her foodstamp card with her pin number on a piece of paper beside it. I laughed so hard. I called the number on the back and canceled it. These idiots thought I would use it. Inbred motherf**kers.


I had a crazy lady to come over all the time. My ex's friend. She was a doozie! Yeah, she would never leave either. So aggravating! Let me say this, I flushed about a pound maybe more of m3th in the year and 10 months of hell, I was living through. I had a spray bottle half water half bleach on hand all the time. When they left here came the dumping, literally! Here, I came with the cleaning.

(Note: me and my 1st ex husband the kids daddy. He had them for a week and I them for a week. The week I had them no problems. When I took them back to him. I came back home, it made me sick to my stomach. All hell would break loose. I always dread them leaving because I knew what I was up against. My fear and anxiety would set in)


Okay, one time, a woman brought a trailer full of junk. That's what it was, junk. She backed the trailer in she just left. Well, someone that lived on the mountain. My ex's cousin to be exact. One day he came down. He told me he would buy everything on the trailer. I looked at him, I can't sell that. That's NOT my stuff. Then he left. Then the husband of the woman who left the junk there come through. He came out of that truck cussing me out. I didn't know him. He had a county cop with him. I looked at both of them. I said, you can take that junk and get the f**k off my property. The cop just glared at me. They left. I found out they were trying to get a theft by receiving charge on me.

They tormented me in my backyard, front yard. The both sides of the trailer. My ex would NOT give me my keys back to the car. Oh, about 3 o clock in the morning he would use the panic button on the car. Open and slam the doors. It was pure chaos when I didn't have the kids. My ex brother in law got hold of a pair of night visions. The ones with 2 little 'red' dots on them.  You could clearly see it. I hated those night visions!
Those laser lights things that cats played with. Yeah, they tormented me with that too. I had to get a ADT system set up. I needed protection! All because I wouldn't take him back. He made my life a nightmare. F**king a$$hole!


June 2004: my nerves gotten so bad at this point my mom had me to stay at my brothers in Denver, Colorado for 2 weeks so I could rest. Well, before I left. I had my son's birthday party. I went to the store to get more drinks. At this store, they kept a scanner on. I went into the store. I heard on the scanner that the suspect with a silver dodge neon has entered the building. I am the only one in the parking lot with that description of the car. That made me so mad, I couldn't see straight. The county cops, the county DEA can straight up kiss my a$$! That was so uncalled for!

Let's talk about August 5, 2004. I went to court got my divorce decree that day. I changed my last name back to my kids last name. I was so relieved when I got my divorce. I didn't want any part of him whatsoever. Okay, oh about midnight on the 6th. I'm NOT going into detail. I was s*xually assaulted. I am going to leave it like that.

Okay, I was still tormented afterwards. It didn't stop. It only got worse on me.

(Note: he had a girlfriend while he was doing this to me. He would tear up Jack in one county then go to another to hide. She was so stupid and naive. He made it out like it was me that was causing the trouble. It was me that was chasing him. All I wanted was for him to leave me alone. She got pregnant. I was like this will stop now. Boy, I was wrong it got worse a lot worse. I would NOT take him back. He s*xually assaulted me, that's a NO all by itself. However, that kid could never be brought around my dad, for numerous reasons. I am NOT discussing that at all)


September 04 to February 05.

Terroristic threatening charge and hate crime charge came into the picture. She (the girlfriend) was the one that put the charges on me. At the fall festival at school. My kids were there. I DID NOT do such a thing. I got arrested, put in jail in December. To this day, I don't know where she lives at. However on the police report I drove by there several times. There's going to be special place in hell for her for sure. So therefore I got my phone records printed off, 12 months worth. I proved that he was the one that was contacting me. He was tormenting me. I was NOT contacting him. Well, she done the same thing. She got her phone records printed off. She seen that I was in the right and she was in the wrong. She didn't show up for court. My ex husband and ex brother in law didn't show up for court either. February 14, 2005. I was found NOT GUILTY. I WON that b**tch! The prosecuting attorney at that time. Headed them off, because if they showed up for court. They would have been arrested. They lied on the police report. Well, I wanted all 3 locked up. I didn't give a f**k that she was pregnant. She lied on me, I wanted her in jail, periodT!

Okay let's slide back to January 21, 2005 right before court. This one is a doozie. My 31st birthday! I was in the local store that night. I got up the nerve to go out. I was in the candy section. Someone came up behind me, I seen in the corner of my eye. It was the Arkansas State Police. The hat can't forget that. More less he told me to get my a$$ back to my house and stay put. I put everything down, I left immediately. I got home. I ran to my door. It was around 7, I turned off all my lights set my ADT system. I slept in my daughter's room. I took 3 Tylenol PMs that night. I got up the next morning. I went back to the store to get some milk. I seen Big D, he looked right at me said, they didn't get their girl last night, huh? I was like hell no they didn't. The Arkansas State Police headed me off. I found out they were going to place 2 pounds of m3th in the trunk of my car on a traffic stop. Why? Because of the proof I had with the phone records. 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 however my ex brother in law they got his girlfriend. Abandonment of a child at a store. She was all over the news. Their plan was for me on a Friday night and hers was on a Sunday. We both was supposed to be in the news however I didn't make the news. I walked a thin line until my court date. To this day I still hold guilt because I was saved and she wasn't. Some days I cry over that. I am crying right now. She was born in 84 and me 74 however I had more street smarts than her unfortunately. She lost her kids. In and out of jail. She was sucked into the system a horrible system to be exact.
I got a 2005 PT cruiser after that. He didn't have a set of those keys. Thank God!

From March 05 until November of 05.

I was still in hell. Everywhere I went cops were nearby. Total f**king hell!
I was fortunate tho. A couple, their house burned down they lost everything they had. I told them, let me take my personal stuff. I will sell them a furnished trailer. They bought everything gave money for the beds, couches etc. They bought the trailer. I moved my a$$ to Sherwood Arkansas very fast like. If I didn't, I would have been sucked in the system like MG. I am being truthful about that. On November 10, 2005. That was my first night there in Sherwood. I slept like a baby because I knew I had protection there. I felt safe and secure. I lived by a cop. I had the Arkansas State Police protection too.


When my ex left on January 21, 2004, he should have gone his way me the other way. I shouldn't have gone through that. If I had an erase button I would erase everything about him in a split second. I was single from 2004 to 2014. I got into a relationship. When I had my wreck I lost that in 2015. I have been in the depths of hell since then. Still in the depths of hell.


Now do y'all see why I am upset about my 2004 charges being used in 2018. This punk a$$ b*tch a$$ corrupted maggot that pressed charges on me in 2018. He closed everything out in 2004 and erased my 2005 trial. He made it disappear without a trace. That gutless coward spinless b*stard is NOT going to get away with this. I am going to expose every bit of this corruption like a boss with my head held high. Just watch me! The trauma and PTSD that I went through in 2004-2005. It will be a cold day in hell before I put up with that sh*t. I am on the road to justice! The whole wide world will know this story!


Now I understand why dad wasn't budging, he wasn't going to leave the courtroom without a statement on paper. I totally understand now. That is one corrupted court house in Arkansas. I am spitting facts 💯 he knew what they were about to do. Dad was protecting me! It so happened that my divorce lawyer was there too. She told me to NEVER get rid of the paperwork nor that statement. It will hold up court if needed. My dad told me the same thing. I have kept this paperwork for nearly 20 years now in a very safe place. 


Sorry, I couldn't go into deep detail because I am dealing with so much trauma right now. However, I skimmed through it, touch base where needed. Being slapped back in this time period has pissed me off! Over a corrupted maggot, I don't think so!

My paperwork consists of 3 sections.
1) trying to get help but the cops wouldn't help me. I can prove that. I started my paperwork when my ex husband and his cousin burned trash up above my trailer. My dad went through the trash. He found mail and the address, who it belong too. Dad was going to press charges on them if they didn't clean it up. Yup, trying to burn me out of my home....February 17, 2004 my paperwork began.
2) my divorce paperwork! I thought if I hurried my divorce my nightmare would end. Boy, I was wrong about that! 
3) the terroristic threatening charge, hate crime charge. I have all the paperwork on that. I have my statement from February 14, 2005. When I went to trial and WON! Name, signature, date, etc......I can prove all of this!

I am dealing with a sh*t ton of organized crime! This is a job for the Arkansas FBI to combat, periodT!

Let me state this, the Arkansas State Hospital diagnosed me with delusional disorder persecutory type. I will NEVER put up with that sh*t. Like my parents said. They were after you and they got you. Tina, you can prove that in court. That psychiatrist was and is, protecting the one who pressed charges on me in 2018. On his payroll. I've already been told that diagnosis will NEVER hold up in court. 2nd opinion that psychiatrist will have my paperwork from 2-17-04 to 3-1-22. New treatment team more less, thank God! Too many people are protecting the one who pressed charges on me in 2018 makes me sick!