Welcome to my sh*t-show, that's what it is 🙄

Okay, let's talk about therapy. See, the Arkansas State Hospital got me on the tele-health bullsh*t. No direct contact like face to face appointments. Computer or phone ONLY! How come I can't go into a therapist office sit down and talk about my problems. See, I have paperwork I can show a therapist what I am talking about. However, most of all, when my anxiety level starts going up. I can pace and talk at the same time! (you know get it all out of my system) Like a normal person should be able to! How come I'm restricted from to seeing a therapist face to face? Oh that's right, the Arkansas State Hospital is protecting the one who pressed charges on me in 2018. They do have me down as incompetent and incapacitated. How dumb are these people, pretty damn dumb IMO!

I am stating nothing but the facts baby.

I should be able to walk up into a therapist office start talking. Most of all my paperwork let's talk about my missing paperwork from 2004-2005 from a court house. I could show a therapist directly my paperwork. He/she could see this corruption up close and personal. The state of ARKANSAS silenced my voice 100%. To protect corrupted maggots those maggots need to be in prison (asap) So, they can't do this to someone else! Real talk 💯

See, I should have been able to talk about all this in 2019 in the beginning to start with. The Arkansas State Hospital diagnosed me as delusional disorder persecutory type! It's all inside my head none of it is real. People are out to get me bullsh*t! Oh yeah, psychosis & schizophrenia let's not forget about that! I wish I could sit down with that sorry a$$ b*tch that diagnosed me 2019 in 2022. One thing she can't get out of, she protected the one who pressed charges on me in 2018. She can't get out of that at all. She should do 20 years in prison! I want to slide my statement that I made on February 17, 2004 to her. When my ex and his cousin burned trash above my trailer. My ex trying to burn me out of my home. I want to ask her, is my dad delusional too? He went through the trash found mail with an address on it! Come on now, do better! I just wonder how many patients she done this to? Silence people for the corrupted! My parents would love to know that answer too!
My court connect shows the one who pressed charges on me in 2018 is protected 100% it's very obvious to see when you read it!


I have f**ked everybody's plans up, when my 2004-2005 paperwork came into the picture. Everyone that has covered up and helped the one who pressed charges on me in 2018 is in a sh*t ton of trouble. This is public corruption with a program involved. People should have known that I had paperwork! That was very stupid of them thinking otherwise! Sorry you can't get your evidence in court however you will be taken care of every month for the rest of you life, Tina. Why is Arkansas allowed to put out commercials to turn in public corruption? When they don't do a gawd damn thing about it, when you do turn it in! The state of ARKANSAS protects the corrupted! Why?


I turned this in, in 2017. I got a letter she couldn't do anything about it. Why? Oh that's right, everyone involved in this organized crime ring can't get caught. You know there's a person in place in every direction to protect corrupted lawyers, judges, law enforcement officers and politicians when needed. The list goes on. I wonder how many people's lives in Arkansas have been ruined like mine! I bet tens of thousands. Hey, since you can't get that evidence in court. Here's a monthly compensation to take care of you as long as you're alive. What kind of f**king bullsh*t is that? All you need to do is go to court, go to trial, get a settlement, go on about your f**king life NOT be tied down to the f**king government. Wtf, I swear Arkansas sucks a$$! Don't move to Arkansas, don't even visit!
One thing I know I am in the right about this situation! There's NOT one soul wants to talk about this with me and my parents that speaks volumes on so many levels in 2022. Innocent people would come forward immediately. Guilty people dodges you like you have the f**king plague! The reason why the Arkansas State Hospital put me down as incompetent and incapacitated because they are helping the one who pressed charges on me in 2018 so I can't go to trial. She's crazy she doesn't know what she's talking about (all in her head bullsh*t) Oh baby, I will do just fine on the stand, trust me. Only thing I have to work on is my f**king cussing. Scare tactics and intimidation doesn't work either. The state of ARKANSAS created me starting in 2004 to present date, I have become a zero tolerance to bullsh*t person in life. In my situation, you either get tough or you f**king die. In 2022, I ain't going to budge. I am going to be like my dad in court in 2005. I ain't going nowhere until I get a statement on paper, then we'll leave. I am going to make sure nothing comes back on, Tina.

Me 2022, I ain't stopping until I get a jury trial win this b*tch once again like I did in 2005. Bring it on b*tches! When I step back into court, I'm going to win, b-a-b-y!

I started blogging back on August 22, 2022. I think the reason I started blogging in 2007 that was my therapy. I couldn't sit down to talk to someone. I began to heal myself. I lost my blogs from 2007-2008 on my MySpace page. I had a hacker delete my page in 2008. However, I learned last June my blogs were printed of by someone at that time. He turned them over. I hope I get copies of those blogs one day. Blogging is very therapeutic or cathartic. YouTube is great too. I will be jumping back on YouTube soon.


I have been silenced by the state of Arkansas. I am NOT backing down from this. Someone is going to explain to me, why my 2004-2005 paperwork isn't at this court house? What happened to my February 14, 2005 trial? Why was these charges used in 2018? When I was cleared in 2005. Someone is going to sit down with me and parents explain this cluster f**k. I am NOT going to let this go until this is fixed correctly by the law. I am going to turn one of my social media platforms into creator content soon very soon. I have paperwork from 2-17-04 to 3-1-22 and why is this paperwork blocked 🚫 out of court? I need answers to some serious questions immediately! I am NOT backing down nor going away! Something will be done!

Let me note this, EVERYONE stepped into a BIG pile of sh*t, when they used my 2004 charges. They couldn't get an actual direct threat. Assuming doesn't hold up in court, you have to have that person's name and the actual direct threat behind it or that business with the name behind it. Either or you have to show (direct threat) you got to have concrete evidence for court! They couldn't get that concrete evidence so therefore they used my 2004 charges (I was cleared of those charges) behind my back. (NOT GUILTY, MENTAL DEFECT, that landed me into the Arkansas State Hospital illegally) I wasn't aware of this. I could have saved everyone a headache in 2018. The very first public defender should have said something. This is ALL about protecting the one who pressed charges on me in 2018. When I showed my paperwork from 2004-2005 in 2021 nothing wasn't done about it with the Arkansas State Hospital. I knew then this was organized crime. I done a blog a long time ago about that. No one can't get out of this cluster f*ck. This is where the finger pointing and the blame game will start. This was so stupid on everyone's part thinking I didn't have paperwork. Karma is going to be sweet to see on this one! I have one hell of story to tell the whole wide world now! You only see this type of sh*t in movies NOT in real life. I am going to blow this out the water too! I have concrete evidence solid proof for court! They f**ked up big time when they used my 2004 charges. Oh, this will be cleaned up by the state of Arkansas for sure.