No Sir Re Bob, I don’t Feel Sorry for What I Have Said on Here, End Of Story

I don’t feel one bit sorry not at all, I have put up with so much BS that I can’t take it any longer. For me to stand up for myself feels AWESOME! I have been made out like I am a POS and a good for nothing trailer trash whore. Oh, I forget how I am a homewrecker when it comes to married men. I am like WTF are you serious? I haven’t done such a thing. The dope is talking on so many levels I do believe. I am not like that by a long shot. When I degraded the dope heads I really pissed some folks off. So be it, to the dope heads that can’t pass a hair follicle test is absolutely a POS a good for nothing moron. By all means they should have everything taken away from them and start all over by earning everything back. I feel good about myself knowing a hair follicle is clean on my part. That is one thing I can’t stand is a dope head. Hey, least I can sleep at night. How many of the tweekers can say that? Oh I don’t think none can say that. All I am doing is telling the truth and truth is killing a lot of people. If these people weren’t high they would not be by my sites all the time huh? When I started to get raw stating the way I felt about this situation everybody got defensive. Talking about some humor, I thought that was funny. However I am telling the truth nothing but truth. Tina is this Tina is that, she’s no good. The lies I have heard, were shocking it really was but all do in respect I give don’t give a sh*t. It used to hurt my feelings but now it has made me stronger. I must be doing something right for people saying all kinds of stuff about me. I know who I am and I know what I have done and it has not been all that bad. I have had my moments, hell who hasn’t? Because I don’t hang out with some people in this county because I don’t want to hang out with the low lives. That makes me into a bad person. I don’t want to play by the rules with the Good O Boy System? Well I think I will take the Good O Boy System rules and wipe my a$$ with it. How do you like those apples? I stand up to these people and make a stance, I am no good. So be it, I am like whatever anymore. This is how I feel and I will not change that, I am a good person with a good heart. Because I am blunt and tell it like it is and it gets me into trouble. Who gives a rats a$$? I shall not change for no one! I have been picked up and slammed on the ground so many times and that right there has made me into a person that I like. I have zero tolerance and don’t put with any crap; I am such a stickler huh? Oh I am sorry I am from the South, I meant a bitch, my bad. I would give anything to do an interview or just be on Dr. Phil, I swear I would love to do that. I know I have made some folks mad, but guess what? They could never ever get as mad as me. Thank goodness that I know my$$ from a hole in a ground that I can get my story out on the internet. I know in my heart that I will get media attention on this situation, I just have to have me some faith and everything will fall into place. I am thankful for BlogSpot and Twitter and MySpace. The internet is a great way to reach out for help, when you can’t get any help at all. I am not stupid by no means; I am just going to a length to get some kind of help. I can’t get it in this state or my hometown I will get it somewhere. I am tired of being bullied by these people. 8-5-04 should have been the last day to lash out, not 7 years later for crying out loud. I don’t like these people and there was a reason for me to separate from them. I do everything for a reason. I will get some kind of justice with this situation, hell and high water I will. I am done just stick a fork in me. This is what happens when people stay all up in my business 24/7 here in this county. “All over the world internet story.” There are millions and millions people on here and I will reach out to that many, that is a promise I can keep. When a person gets bullied, slandered and degraded on a daily basis will go up and beyond and get some kind of help. I took a hell of a lick last April and I still have not recovered from it, however I am just waiting on my letter on that part, it could go on my favor or the other ones favor. Who knows, but like the story goes the dope head gets all the glory so therefore I know where it’s going, I just need that letter, that’s all. So I can move on from that one. So I can recover from the other messes. I am the one that is trying and I get sh*t on like I do. All hail to the dope heads I suppose, this state is such a joke. I am getting to that point that I don’t care and I will get this story out there. Whatever it takes, I am done so done. In this state the good people are thrown to the waste side and the dope heads live it up with all their illegal activities that just disgust me and really pisses me off. This is wrong on so many levels. This state is so backwards. What is really going on here?

IT'S ALL ABOUT CONTROL

That is the main problem to this situation. It’s all about CONTROL and that is not going to happen to me, not by a long shot. I have been disobedient from the day one, 1-21-2004. I don’t listen well. I am not going to listen to these POS people in this county. That will never happen not in this lifetime. However that has put me on a long road to hold. When you don’t do what you are ordered to do, then you will have hell on your hands and I have had plenty of hell on my hands. I am surprised that my skin is still there. You know that hell is hot and my hands are scorned. How I am living at this point of time is beyond me. I think that my strong willed and ambitiousness is pulling me through. There are so many days that I look in the mirror and say to myself, another day of life another day of breathing. What is my reason for me to be here on earth? I have everything yanked up underneath me all the time, I have my head held down to the ground and it’s hard to get up when the scum don’t let you breathe and they don’t let you live. But, my blogging is helping me out and it is very therapeutic, I might have to say. Control, that is main objective to this problem, this is 2011, and I am a liberal woman. I will never get in another relationship, never ever again. When I see a man trying to control me, I would just hate to put him in a choke hold. My liberation has bloomed big-time. I think outside the box and I am a realist. The Good O Boy System controls you in every way. If you don’t obey you will have hell to pay. I get so sick of people trying to control me. What I do is my business, it is not theirs. They can live on my sites all day and every day, I don’t give a sh*t. I will still speak my mind and keep it 100. It is getting a little better somewhat, I can leave my house and the calls are not that bad. It is bad when you can’t make a move without someone knowing. I should get a police megaphone and use it every time I leave my property. Tina is leaving the premises. Seriously, this is how I feel; I am like, am I that popular, really? The Control and the stupidity that comes with it, totally blows my mind, for real. The mentality here is very low, like a dozen Barney Fifes. I swear to gawd, it is like the twilight zone! I think they need to take the control and turn it sideways and cram it up their ass that is what I think about this situation. Can I get a hell yeah? I want to do an interview so bad and Dr Phil. I want to talk about this on a face to face level. I want to do that so bad I can just taste it. These people here that I know, they need to see my emotions and my eyes that’s where my pain lies at. I will be able to heal, when I am able to talk about it. I will never heal totally but I will heal somewhat and that is a good thing, better than nothing and being stuck in limbo, you know. I will remain blunt and tell it like it is and never sugarcoat anything, one day I will blow this county out of the water for sure!

What is the Ass-End of the World? Do you really want to know? Seriously?

I have been asked that so many times on Twitter. I am like; do you really want to know that question? The Heat of the Night, Deliverance and Wrong Turn all rolled up into one. That is the county I live in. I am being serious on that note, what I have been talking about in my blogs are nothing but the truth. I would give anything to do an interview or just be on Dr Phil. I would so talk about this situation; I just want that chance to tell my side of the story. I know what their story will be, however they better have mug shots and documentation upon documentation to back it up. I know one of the records and that was such a lie at the Fall Festival in 2004, I quit going after that one. I mean really??? A hair follicle should have been done at that time. That was a lie and very uncalled for. Oh the Good O Boy System of crooked cops and informants. If you have ever watched Changeling the one with Angelina Jolie, that is also this county too. Remember the cops told her that the boy was hers even though the boy wasn't even hers to begin with, however it would make the police department look bad if she did not do it. She had to go along with it. There was also another scene about the State Hospital, there was nothing wrong with those women, all they were doing was just taking up for themselves that was all. Angelina also saved them at the end of the movie. You don’t do what the system tells you to do here; they will have you in the State Hospital for disobedience for not minding them. Yes, it still goes on in 2011. That movie was based on a true story of the 1920’s supposedly that's when the occurrence happened. All I ever had to do was go back to my ex-husband and everything would be OK. I was divorced and I did not want that marriage anyways. He had a baby on the way too. That was NOT going to happen. When I am done, I am done just leave me alone. So therefore I have had to battle with them for years and years. However my ex and his brother had the cops do everything possible to me. Just to make my life miserable. See they have to do what they say. My ex and his brother can get them in so much trouble. They can put the present sheriff and the past sheriff under the jail cell. My last incident with a cop was a highway patrol on November 23^rd between 1:00-3:30 I was passing through _____ the last exit they just built the one with a hell of a curve to it. I hate that exit, I swear I do! (I can’t put names or places on here that sucks so badly!) Now the cops around here, they have backed off in February (2011) because of my ex-brother in law. Yep, all about drugs, lord have mercy on my soul. Hair follicle please, let me do one. To set the record straight! These cops and informants uses every excuse to torment the crap out me, so therefore it has made me into one bad ass motherfukker fo sho. I am not stupid by no means. I have had people to tell me that they would get in the car and get the hell out of Arkansas and NEVER look back. If they were me. But I stuck around and fought for my rights but it has brought me a lot of pain, I mean lots of pain. One my FBI Agent friends, he told me, “Good things happen to good people for the ones who wait.” Well I have been waiting for a long time and I am like really? I will believe it when I see it. All I know is being picked up and slammed on the ground on a daily basis. That sucks so badly and it pisses me off. But I get up and dust my shoulders off and go on with it that is all I know, that is all can do. I guess you can say I am a hustler and a hardcore bitch. I am one tough chic, in this situation either you get tough or you die. Take your pick. I think I did hit a nerve on the hair follicle though. However that is my thoughts on it. I can go back years on my hair follicle. Not many people can say that not in this situation. To those they are a POS and no good for nothing idiots that don’t know their ass from a hole in the ground. These are truly some retards and rejects. I have every right to say that I don't like dope heads, they disgust me. If you don't like what I say about them, kiss my a$$! Some people do grow up (cough) But let the truth be known the crack heads around here they get all the guts and the glory. It absolutely makes me sick. The honest working people that work their ass off don’t get crap in life, the ones that does everything illegal gets everything handed to them. I am like really? Are you serious? I cannot stand this county and some of the people. I should be used to it by now, but I have every right in the world to say what is on my mind. I can’t wait to do my book about this county. I will blow it right out the water. To tell the truth of this matter, I don’t care anymore. It’s time to do something about this situation.

Go to Hell and Build a Snowman =)

Yep, that sums it up right there. Like I care what certain people think about what I say on here from this county, the ass-end of the world. Hell, this is a free country and I can say what I want, that is what you call Freedom of Speech baby! I am telling the truth and nothing but the truth so help me God. I don’t care =) I am still going to blog and tell the whole wide world. I think that pisses them off every time I decide to blog. To me blogging is therapeutic and it helps me out mentally and makes me feel better in the process. But I am glad that things are cool, calm and collective now days with me. To some extent though. I think the tards learnt that I will blog about the dumb stuff they do to me, I don’t mind one bit expressing my feelings on here, nope not at all. The truth hurts, oh well. I don’t like them, I am sick of them and I am going to make sure it doesn’t happen again to another person. If other people are having trouble in this county, they need to get on Twitter and get on BlogSpot and let it rip baby, split it wide open and pour salt into their wounds. I am telling you right now, IDGAF, piss me off I dare them. See you got to learn to fight back, I am not going to stand there and let them get the best of me, I will get the best of them I betcha, I love the Internet and the World Wide Web, it makes my heart go pitter and patter for sure. I am not in no hurry to change not by a long shot. I like who I have become, a strong willed, ambitious, aggressive, woman. I give a big THANK YOU to all the tards that made me that way, one of these days I will step on them like a bunch of cockroaches’ running for safety when the light switch is flipped on, LOL! Yeah, I am supposed to just sweep it under the rug and forget about it. I don’t think so, they have caused lot of damage to me and it has been many years of it and it just makes me mad. I refuse to forget about it and I am going to rake a lot HOT coals over people in the future. I will not feel one bit sorry for it and they deserve every bit of the words and statements that I make on here and they know it’s the truth that I am telling. After what I found out the other day, that I have been nonexistent in a certain area since 2005. They are going to pay for that one; I promise. That has sparked a fuse within me and I will finish what they started. There is nothing like cops and informants to make your life a living hell, because you don’t play by their rules and do what they say. These people and they know who they are I hope you guys rot in hell; I hope you guys are down there with Bin Laden! Don’t think that I would not go on Dr Phil nor do an interview on a TV station. I am so ready to talk about this on a worldwide level. I am ready to get the party started and shut this place down. If I was offered a reality show, now that would be great I would so do that. I would not even thinnk twice about it. I want people to see my face and my emotions on how I feel about this. I am ready to step forward and discuss this, on all kinds of levels. Whatever it takes I am ready to do this. I am not sweeping it under the rug like it never happened. Too many years of abuse and I can’t forget what it has done to me. I want to discuss this on a level front of millions and millions people and why did I have to go through what I have been through. That is one thing I what to know, why me? They are going to say drugs, I am like yeah right. I can take a hair follicle test and pass it with flying colors. Hair can go back up to 7- 9 years ( I know I can go back that far) I wonder if the tards can go back that far, hmmm NOPE! I am not afraid to summit it to the DEA not at all. I don’t have anything to hide from them. I am sick of that excuse and I am going to nip that in the bud. These people are retards and I live in Hooterville and Sparta, MS and Wrong Turn rolled up in one. I am telling the truth about this situation. They want me to shush but that is not going to happen. I am going to open this can of worms where I can bury the can of worms at the same time and go on with my life. They should have left me alone when I divorced that POS. But they didn’t, live and learn baby, that’s what they are going to do when I get done with them. There are people in this world you don’t step on and I am one of them =)